life as a student

sometimes i feel that what i learn is not applicable, as in at all. for some reasons, i feel i'm wasting my time , struggling very hard to get things right even i know i won't use it my future learning and work. what a shame aye? for a subject that is subjective in a way it is designed, why it is so rigid to give the mark.eh, come on. it's subjective. anything can be the answer depending on the culture context. you can't get it exactly the way you want it. subjective remember? no right and wrong pun kan. for this sem i take papers that are..i dont know what to say. not worth to study. i take math. yang ni lagi ridiculous. what is the purpose of studying something that i cant applied in Malaysia. yes, bringing new thing is good. we can improve the system and all. we can provide the suggestion to improve things in our country. but when it comes to things that are REALLY not applicable we should think twice dear. what's the point. for this particular paper, i have no idea what she want. probbably i dont understand what she want. ok, my bad. but it's not only me, some of my friends too. rasa nak g fight markah je.

ok, kesan terlau emotional semalam. nak sambung buat assignment ****303. esaiment berderet!