Assalamualaikum and hi all
i just started with my assignment, but hey i just read the books about that. actually not really started right? lol..okeh2, tengah benci dengan diri sendiri sebab tak berdisiplin. fb-king almost all the time. chatting and all. benci, but yeah, i know i really need to stop.
hurm, here i just wanna share something before i go to bed tonight. do you ever have a dream like 'something' want to be yours or 'slave' of yours or sort of thing? sound scary ey? korang tau tak aku pernah mimpi macam ada something nak suruh aku jadi tuan dia. i was like what? seriously i have no idea about it. dia ikut aku mane je aku pergi sampai aku cakap aku rela jadi tuan dia. lepas tu aku pergi mandi, dia ikut aku masuk toilet dia mandi air bekas aku dah mandi...aku ni dah macam seram habes kot. ape benda la dia ni. so, dalam shower tu aku cuba la cekik dia, tpi dia telus ke dalam dinding. so, pada amatan aku dia mmg 'something' else. aku terkejut la dari nightmare tu. aku biasa mimpi pelik-pelik ni. aku cakap kat mak aku pasal ni. lepas tu macam y aku pernah cerita dlm post ni, aku pernah kena tindih dan benda-benda yang sewaktu dengannya. mak aku cakap ni semua sebab aku join silat, tapi aku tak rasa pun sebab tu. tapi ada lah juga kawan aku cakap memang sebab aku join silat. diaorang cakap silat ni memang ada something.segala benda ganguan yang biasa aku kena tu sebab silat. betulkah? tak tahu..aku sebenarnya takut sangat pasal ni...but i don't know how to tell people about this. i completely understand that all these sound ridiculous. you are not in my shoes people, you just don't understand what i feel..you just don't get it.
but please, help me from my deepest fear: being alone
i hate roller coaster and the feeling is like your are on the roller coaster, really. it's like you hate it, but you just can't stop experiencing it. keep going like it's part of your life. do i have to face it for the rest of my life?
i just started with my assignment, but hey i just read the books about that. actually not really started right? lol..okeh2, tengah benci dengan diri sendiri sebab tak berdisiplin. fb-king almost all the time. chatting and all. benci, but yeah, i know i really need to stop.
hurm, here i just wanna share something before i go to bed tonight. do you ever have a dream like 'something' want to be yours or 'slave' of yours or sort of thing? sound scary ey? korang tau tak aku pernah mimpi macam ada something nak suruh aku jadi tuan dia. i was like what? seriously i have no idea about it. dia ikut aku mane je aku pergi sampai aku cakap aku rela jadi tuan dia. lepas tu aku pergi mandi, dia ikut aku masuk toilet dia mandi air bekas aku dah mandi...aku ni dah macam seram habes kot. ape benda la dia ni. so, dalam shower tu aku cuba la cekik dia, tpi dia telus ke dalam dinding. so, pada amatan aku dia mmg 'something' else. aku terkejut la dari nightmare tu. aku biasa mimpi pelik-pelik ni. aku cakap kat mak aku pasal ni. lepas tu macam y aku pernah cerita dlm post ni, aku pernah kena tindih dan benda-benda yang sewaktu dengannya. mak aku cakap ni semua sebab aku join silat, tapi aku tak rasa pun sebab tu. tapi ada lah juga kawan aku cakap memang sebab aku join silat. diaorang cakap silat ni memang ada something.segala benda ganguan yang biasa aku kena tu sebab silat. betulkah? tak tahu..aku sebenarnya takut sangat pasal ni...but i don't know how to tell people about this. i completely understand that all these sound ridiculous. you are not in my shoes people, you just don't understand what i feel..you just don't get it.
but please, help me from my deepest fear: being alone
i hate roller coaster and the feeling is like your are on the roller coaster, really. it's like you hate it, but you just can't stop experiencing it. keep going like it's part of your life. do i have to face it for the rest of my life?
4 comments:
ermmm...bhayenyer..aku dgr pn takut sngt rase..huhu2..mg amik silat kat ner?..sane kew?...atau kat sni?..papepon take care..
kt sini mane ada silat. aku bljar silat masa aku kt JB..anyway, thanks
fareha!xbgtau ak pong.takotnyew~*gedik tetiba*
bkn i tanak bgi tau u, i takut u takut nanti..u kn x pernah experince benda cm ni...mesti u rasa cm x logik
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