gambar hiasan semata-mataI'm a suffer-in-silent type of person. Whenever I don't agree with somebody,I never say that, even my heart is full with anger and hatred. I will keep it to myself. Some friends are really hard to understand. To be honest, I'm offended with some of my friends, always. Maybe they see what they did was just ok because I didn't say a word about that. Oh, please I'm suffer enough with this kind of people. Maybe I need to reflect myself.What I have DONE. I might hurt someone, but I didn't realise about it. That's why I was hurt. I also feel that some friends are not sincere. Somehow, they are not really sincere to help you. Boleh ke ada perasaan macam tu?When I help somebody, I really want to help because I feel pity to her/him. But can see you some friends will be with you for happy moment but not when you're depress and sorrow. One more thing, ada kawan yang jenis berkira sangat kan.......tapi xde sampai ambil kesempatan samapi buat derk je orang punya...arghhh, tak best nyer.
Friends, if you notice that I always say ' aku ok je', 'tak kesah la pepe pun', 'suka hati lah' because I have the principle that I don't want to start arguing about simple and nasty thing. I don't wanna start a ' fight' with my friends. Dan yang paling penting aku tak nak gaduh dengan sape. Biar lah korang puas hati, biar aku tak puas hati asalkan tak gaduh. I can see few friends who cannot tolerate. Finally they ended up as 'enemy'. Come on, gaduh for a simple thing. Sometimes, we really need to be tolerate to make sure hati kita ok sebab takde perasaan benci, kawan kita pun ok. I write this post because sometimes I fell like I can't stand in this condition at all. I'm tired of being tolerate, tired of annoying act, tired of keeping my feeling to myself. Everybody seeing very selfish now. Hopefully, my close friends will not be the same...Friends forever okey......
oh, forgot to tell ya about something. Last night I went to University's Maidment Theatre. Enjoying Macbeth by William Shakespeare piece of writing. Ya Allah, I didn't understand what they were talking about. One is because they used Old English, which is Middle English that was used in Shakespeare's era and the another thing is because of their accent. NZ accent is much more...what can I say...erk..pekat...as Malaysian we used to American English and in formal education we use British English. Here is totally different. For exampe: section A becomes siction i. They way they pronounce the words is totally different. TEN bila diaorang sebut jadi TIN.. ..But when it comes for lectures, Alhamdulullah I understand the lesson....COMPLETELY with no worries
Friends, if you notice that I always say ' aku ok je', 'tak kesah la pepe pun', 'suka hati lah' because I have the principle that I don't want to start arguing about simple and nasty thing. I don't wanna start a ' fight' with my friends. Dan yang paling penting aku tak nak gaduh dengan sape. Biar lah korang puas hati, biar aku tak puas hati asalkan tak gaduh. I can see few friends who cannot tolerate. Finally they ended up as 'enemy'. Come on, gaduh for a simple thing. Sometimes, we really need to be tolerate to make sure hati kita ok sebab takde perasaan benci, kawan kita pun ok. I write this post because sometimes I fell like I can't stand in this condition at all. I'm tired of being tolerate, tired of annoying act, tired of keeping my feeling to myself. Everybody seeing very selfish now. Hopefully, my close friends will not be the same...Friends forever okey......
oh, forgot to tell ya about something. Last night I went to University's Maidment Theatre. Enjoying Macbeth by William Shakespeare piece of writing. Ya Allah, I didn't understand what they were talking about. One is because they used Old English, which is Middle English that was used in Shakespeare's era and the another thing is because of their accent. NZ accent is much more...what can I say...erk..pekat...as Malaysian we used to American English and in formal education we use British English. Here is totally different. For exampe: section A becomes siction i. They way they pronounce the words is totally different. TEN bila diaorang sebut jadi TIN.. ..But when it comes for lectures, Alhamdulullah I understand the lesson....COMPLETELY with no worries
7 comments:
who's that friend that make u suffer?is it me?0.0
i am sorry if i ever hurt you honey
it's not you...i just this in general..no worries...
oh, saya tak suka orang yang mengata di belakang tapi di depan buat baik je macam tak pernah mengata.
i mean, kalau kau mengata dia, tak payah bercakap dengan dia boleh? sampai kau berhenti mengata dia. sekian.
p.s; sudden, and general, sebab majority orang yang kita kenal adalah macam tu.
hawa, what do you mean?
i keep my anger to my self.i prefer not to bother about anybody's life now..tired of dramas..
hawa, i agree with u 100%! we better stay away from that person instead of keep badmouthing him/her n commit sins...i cant even talk to the ppl whom i angry with till i get my self calm :)..kalu x, naya la org tuh..haha
btw farry, it's good for u to make a self reflection here instead of critizing others :), good job~
tak la fareha. macam ni. contoh la kan, aku tak puas hati dengan N (tak tau sape, main bantai je). So aku mengumpat pasal N depan kau. Tapi bila depan N aku 'hai N. lama tak nampak. bla3' as if aku tak pernah mengata dia.
Kan bagus, kalau misalnya aku mengata N kat kau, aku tak yah cakap dengan N? Bila aku dah okay, dah tak marah, dah tak mengata N kt ko, baru lah aku tegur N macam biasa. Faham?
Ngungu. Siap bagi situasi lagi. Haha.
okey faham hawa...hehehe, siap bgi contoh...betul gk ape ko ckp tu..tu dh kira agk hipokrik la kan...thanks
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