today's life lesson

salam

have you ever feel so down? demotivated or frustrated? i bet everybody ever went through this devastated state in life right? i also did. the feelings is so horrible. the only thing in your mind at that time is your are useless, freaking bad etc.etc. the the worst part is when you feel like committing suicide. nauzubilllah!

i have to admit that when we fail (doesn't matter if in studies, relationships, communication) we tend to blame our self for not being good. we feel so inferior because we are the unlucky one. i went through this phrase of life successfully. heh? my heart is totally broken. jiwa? tak payah cakap lah. lumat-selumatnya (i'm not referring to relationship here). god tests us with something that is dearly to our heart. i cried every day. every day i tell you. i couldn't bear the burden but i always remember this one surah:

“Allah puts no burden on any person beyond what He has given him.

Allah will grant after hardship, ease.”

Al- Quran [at-Talaaq, 65:7]

and i chose to be positive even though it's really damn hard. seriously. to my dear friends, please do not be demotivated because it only leads to negativity. we have to remember that god gives and take something from us for a good reason. the thing that usually makes us demotivated is because we think/feel that we're not beautiful. consequently,you will be less confident. never ever compare yourself to others because people get different thing in life. you know what, EVERYONE excluded no one has problem. it just the matter of how you manage or cope with your problem. you might see someone is perfectly normal, but deep in his/her heart they're suffering the most appalling problem that you could never imagine. choose to be positive and chill k. i know few people who are amazingly strong. despite everything they suffered, they can still look at life in most uncomplicated way. they who lost everything can still be positive about life but we who lost nothing/less cannot. take their spirit! T____T. the big word is MOVE ON.

another life lesson for today: stop talking to people who you think might have slight possibility to tell others what you've told them. they are being cheesy here, really . this is a real crap! that's why i'm known as a secretive person among my friends because i don't share things with people especially my personal life (family and relationships). when i tell something to someone, i know it will spread out. ok, i'm the one who is being cheesy here now.eh?

p/s: need to be matured and slow down a bit. boleh ke? huhuhu. i'm really trying here. yeay!