Disember

holla,

i haven't really watched TV since i got back, except for last night. i watched 'Penanggal' cerita hantu on astro. truthfully, i haven't watched ghost story for ages. my younger brothers suka sangat tengok cerita hantu. lepas tu mula la, nak gi dapur pun nak berteman. when i see the movie or drama or what ever it is, it comes to mind that is it real? wujud lagi ke cerita macam ni? memang ada ke hantu macam ni? realistik ke? macam tak logik je. lagi satukan, cerita-cerita hantu Melayu ni selalu buat adegan mengaji malam-malam. ada lagi ke orang mengaji malam-malam? bila nak balik ngaji tu, bermula la siri kejar-mengejar dengan hantu. typical. ok, pape pun saya tak boleh cabul sangat mulut sebab saya selalu kena kacau hantu. huuuu, takut nak balik IPTI sebab nanti kena kacau dek hantu. dulu-dulu selalu kena teruk.

since got back, life is so far so good. a little bit boring because my elder brother is not around. my close brother hasn't home yet. my friends are all in KL because now is not semester break yet. my mum and dad are working. haven't contacted my friends yet. ok, actually i dont really have friends kat kampung. balik ni mesti la kena basuh kat my dad. kena mengaji balik. i mean semua orang pandai mengaji kan, tapi bukan semua orang boleh mengaji dengan betul. ok, mungkin patut jdi lebih decent.hahahaha. speak less. yeah, i know, lately i speak super fast. speak alot. my dad doesnt like it. amazing thing is, i only speak to strangers, my friends and my family but not my extended family. tak biasa rasa.untung la siapa yang baik dengan cousin tu.

untuk sort of azam tahun baru ( harap-harap tercapai semua) saya ada list kan sikit.

1. do my very best in final year and final year thesis, so that it could be a good foundation for my master thesis.

2. more manageable. study schedule. assignments.

3. reduce expenses. i'm going to Bandung during semester break and NZ at the of the year.

4. could be more serious with my study.

5. well prepared for practicum

6. spent less time for unnecessary stuff.

7. eat healthy. enjoy slow pace of life.

8. reduce stress. no procrastination.

9. keep things simple.

that's all for now i guess. i dont really enjoy life that much. mungkin sedang melalui proses penuaan. oh, sungguh epic bunyinya. mungkin word yang sesuai, matured.

thanks for reading!