smile

i'm currently having bad sleeping pattern. i couldn't sleep, up until 4 in the morning. i tend to wake up late,which i hate so much. i'm not really in good mood. i'm even more disappointed with the assignment and all academic thing. i dont have problem with people at all. it just an inner conflict that everybody confronted with at least once in their life. but i'm pretty sure it wouldn't be only once. need to do so many thing now. i got test. bunch of assignments and what ever thing. i tried to be positive, to be happy, to be excited and all... and i did felt happy whenever i'm thinking of my mom, my dad and my siblings. i remembered the jokes they made. it was so funny. at least i smiled..

emo kah?

hi peeps,
i'm a bit emo today. this is due to my bad habit lately; wake up late. but, don't get me wrong. sembahyang subuh tepat waktu okeh. late doesn't mean i didn't pray. i slept after subuh. oh, i hate it some much. i'm a morning type person. i can't get up late. if not, i'll be moody the whole day like today.but i'm just fine, not that bad for today. that is a silly reason i should use to be emo. i have to get up early in the morning, have my breakfast while listening to slow music, then i can have a very good mood for the day. tapi tak semestinya macam tu pun.
okeh, i woke up at 10.30 this morning and i was like....WHAT? 10.30 a.m...GGrrr, daylight saving really kills me. one hour put forward makes me suffer from sleep disturbance and laziness.DUSH!!. but the good thing is that, i could say good buy to weather forecast. hehehe. nowadays, it's almost warm everyday. the sun is there up in the sky.no need to decide which sweater to wear. no need to wear shoes. just gamble with our flip flop but i prefer to wear sandals instead of kinda-selipar-jamban to uni. kalau winter, memang tiap-tiap hari kena pakai kasut, if not your feet will surely turn blue. kecut lagi tau. hahaha, seram tak. tak tipu, hujan sejuk memang tahap boleh masuk hospital dah kalau terdedah lama sangat..scary ey?

nice sandals. need to buy a new one since the one i'm using now is already thorn out. or anyone would give it as a gift?

while i was revising my notes this morning, i got this message from Sizuka ( sila abaikan messages yang kat atas tu, tengok yang bwh sekali je ok). and i smiled from ears to ears. i could imagine which one Sizuka was referring to..oh fantastic view..sape kata New Zealand takde sakura. ada tau. i escaped Psychology tutorial today which was my escape first ever. before this tak penah ponteng. cecece, rekod bersih gitu kau. but sorry, i really dont have a good mood today. lagi pun rasa tak dapt input yang membantu untuk assignment pun kalau pergi sebab discussion is just around the same things. not much helping, really.

dan pasal nak pergi photo shoot tu mestilah gembira. dah berangan nak ambik gmbar cantik-cantik. sayang tak ambik gambar sebab bukan selalu. lagi pun camera women tu my best friends. haruslah jadi model tak berbayar dia. gitu pulak kan. bila jalan sekarang ni boleh sasau tau sebab banyak sangatsssss bunga- bunga cantik. when i was walking to uni, nak ambik test ESOL, i saw a guy. aku tak nak la cakap sape. korang memang boleh sebut terus nama dia because he's a Japanese guy yang fames dikalangan kengkawan aku kt residence aku ni hah. aku boleh bet semua kenal dia. hah, ceritanya cam ni...aku duk jalan then nampak la ada lelaki terduduk atas rumput ambik gambar. ambik dengan camera phone je. biasalah, Korean guy, Japanese guy ni kan cam perangai comel sket. dia ni memang perangai comel la bagi aku. kalau lelaki melayu ade nak buat camtu? tak..unless dia ada DSLR lens macro baru ambik gambar beria cam tu.kan..kan..kan..point aku kt sini, hargai lah alam..dan sila jadi comel...ok, fareha merepek.
oh, about the test..it was so-so..i hope i could score for this paper. Dana please give me high mark!!!

drama is the reflection of life

hi all,i'm currently watching a Korean drama series *personal taste*. rasa macam dilamun cinta tengok cerita ni. sebab tu mimpi kawen dan segala bagai.okeh, merepek sudah. but the story was good in the sense that it promotes good moral values. apa dia moralnya? tengok sendiri dan hayati. nanti kalau aku cakap, nanti ada cakap aku jiwang. but really, this story is good. take into your heart every single thing in the drama. i'm not a korean drama addict, not any genre of movies addict either. i watch something that would give me 'something' in return like how to appreciate life, how to be positive and all. that's make me grow stronger each day. and build my personality as a perfect, erk i'd say almost perfect lady because drama is the reflection of real life right?

i'm a bit uneasy with the change of the time. now, the daylight saving thing has started. it's a bit confusing. i feel like...what? it's already 12 mid night? and i need to get up early in the morning which i'm supposed to be still sleeping. actually, we are manipulated by the time. human being create the formula to make day shorter or somehow like that. not really sure about that. but the sure this is, now New Zealand is 5 hours earlier than Malaysia. previously 4 hours earlier.
that's all for now. need to stop because i got test tomorrow. and another test on Thursday. pray for me people. thanks for reading my entry. do drop your comment. i'd appreciate it so much.

photos of the day

Assalamualaikum.. hi folks, actually i dont really have thing to talk about. i just feel so envy. today i went out with Sizuka for photo shoot. you know what, at this moment the feeling of wanting DSLR exploded so badly deep in my soul. i want dslr like crazy. but, i dont have money yet.okeh, tunggu la Boxing day nanti, aku beli satu Auckland ni tau. here i'd like to share the some of the photos we got today. here are just some. there's lot more and they are awesome, really. and as usual these photos are from Sizuka's collection a.k.a NIA. some of the photos were taken by me okeh. tgk watermark. thanks sizuka for that. love you. friend forever ok. and thanks for a wonderful random walk.

Albert park. gossiping, pretending, nagging and what so ever -ing. it's so hot now.ahh

love this photo very much. so relax

i think this photo is so gorgeous, really. just the photo, not the girl

for me, this is the most wonderful, gorgeous, fantastic photo of the day. Auckland, berliku-like dengan bukit disana sini..penat jalan tau..balik-balik je mesti sakit kaki.tak tipu

ok, i snap this photo. wonderful scenery. focus * the guy with sunglasses*...sooo spring.

yeah, today we had our lunch outside as well since we need to go to Count down after photo shoot. cam biasa kebab dengan milk tea la yang menjadi pilihan. i used to be kebab addict. rasa hari-hari kena makan kebab pak arab tu. kalau tak makan rasa kempunan. teruk kan, penangan kebab pak arab tu. nasib baik sekarang ni macam pokai sket, kurang la sket pergi beli kebab. anyhow, it was so refreshing dapat minum milk tea...nak minum lagi esok...jom, sapa sudi belanja milk tea dengan kebab?

netball match

as usual, what i write is usually outdated stuff because i just got so many things to write, even i didn't post any, lol. for this time, i just wanna write about my inter-res netball match. you know what, it was suck. erm, i mean the way we played...but not really because of our skill or what, it was just that we were disadvantaged by our physical. yes, we are short. HUIA kalah teruk okeh..
bukan nak brag ke apa, i played netball since i was in primary school. untill secondary school. when i was in MRSM Kuantan and when i was in matriculation. and i played here during bersatu as well. yeah, basically i could say that i could play netball pretty well. bukan nak bangga ke ape, just nak cakap yang even kita boleh main tapi if disadvantaged by our physical kita boleh kalah. main dengan mat salleh tinggi melangit plk tu hah. memang la nak kalah kan. one more thing is, games hari tu mixed group tau. netball campur lelaki perempuan. tak pengsan pulak kan nak main ngn lelaki sekali kan. tapi harus la juga main. nasib la dalam group kita orang ada la budak-budak Pasific Island. diorang ni besar la. besar...memang kalah la kebesaran lelaki melayu waa cakap luu...hahaha.walaupun diorang besar, tapi aktif tau sebab diorang besar bukan sebab gemuk, tapi sebab memang baka besar.eh, kejam ke ayat aku ni.....tibe!!
ok, aku tercungap-cungap masa main. diorng ni main memang pantas. tak menyempat nak kejar. tapi nasib baik la, bebudak residence aku ni main cam relax je. takde la nak emo2 nak menang. play for fun je okey. part yang best dapat berkenalan dengan orang baru dan bersembang dengan diorang.

sebelum main, buka main lagi yerk bersemangat. pada pengamatan aku, team kitaorang ni kalah sebab satunya memang obvious tak practice langsung, which yang mane aku percaya, netball ni games yang memang perlu kepada practice. second, netball is not an instant type of games. it needs preparation in term of the players as well as the position. you can't simply put anyone at any position. it needs to be well arranged in order to organise its dynamic. the positions should connect the players one to another. netball is not like basketball which anyone can go anywhere and anyone can shoot. satu lagi semua orang kena main peranan masing-masing dan kena berkerjasama. tak boleh selfish.
team kami yang kalah tapi muka sorang-sorang bersemangat dan ceria. tu lah yang kita nak, positive, ceria dan bla2..merepek sudah...

p/s: pictures are from Sizuka's collection, yelah mane lagi kan

nightmare

Assalamualaikum and hi all
i just started with my assignment, but hey i just read the books about that. actually not really started right? lol..okeh2, tengah benci dengan diri sendiri sebab tak berdisiplin. fb-king almost all the time. chatting and all. benci, but yeah, i know i really need to stop.
hurm, here i just wanna share something before i go to bed tonight. do you ever have a dream like 'something' want to be yours or 'slave' of yours or sort of thing? sound scary ey? korang tau tak aku pernah mimpi macam ada something nak suruh aku jadi tuan dia. i was like what? seriously i have no idea about it. dia ikut aku mane je aku pergi sampai aku cakap aku rela jadi tuan dia. lepas tu aku pergi mandi, dia ikut aku masuk toilet dia mandi air bekas aku dah mandi...aku ni dah macam seram habes kot. ape benda la dia ni. so, dalam shower tu aku cuba la cekik dia, tpi dia telus ke dalam dinding. so, pada amatan aku dia mmg 'something' else. aku terkejut la dari nightmare tu. aku biasa mimpi pelik-pelik ni. aku cakap kat mak aku pasal ni. lepas tu macam y aku pernah cerita dlm post ni, aku pernah kena tindih dan benda-benda yang sewaktu dengannya. mak aku cakap ni semua sebab aku join silat, tapi aku tak rasa pun sebab tu. tapi ada lah juga kawan aku cakap memang sebab aku join silat. diaorang cakap silat ni memang ada something.segala benda ganguan yang biasa aku kena tu sebab silat. betulkah? tak tahu..aku sebenarnya takut sangat pasal ni...but i don't know how to tell people about this. i completely understand that all these sound ridiculous. you are not in my shoes people, you just don't understand what i feel..you just don't get it.
but please, help me from my deepest fear: being alone

i hate roller coaster and the feeling is like your are on the roller coaster, really. it's like you hate it, but you just can't stop experiencing it. keep going like it's part of your life. do i have to face it for the rest of my life?

syok sendiri

hi folks,
hari ni hari isnin.so, cm biasa yang pernah saya cakap dulu..fareha tak suka isnin. penat sangat sebab lecture straight 6 jam. non-stop.mau tak pengsan pulak kan. ape pun, hidup mesti diteruskan. lecture 1st hari ni language teaching. ni cam biasalah, mesti cam ngantuk-ngantuk sikit sebab paper ni pasal nak tackle 2nd language learner. design aktiviti untuk budak-budak and all. tapi dalam course ni ada juga lelaki-lelaki yang ganas-ganas. tak boleh bayangkan macam mana lah diorang ni menghayati subjek ni. dah la subjek ni memerlukan kretiviti. yang tak boleh bla sket, subjek ni kena berlakon pulak. tak menahan. saya ni dah la tak suka berlakon. tapi kalau dah terpaksa layan je lah. ada aktiviti kena pergi depan, buat macam-macam la kat depan. berlakon. berdialog. mimik. story telling. and all kind of stuff. cuba korang bayangkan lelaki-lelaki ganas ni nak buat. kalau budak-budak laki cohort saya ni takde la masalah sangat. diorang boleh je nak layan ni semua. lagi pun kitaorang ni dari teacher training college. so, kiranya insan guru tu insyaallah adalah. diaorang ni, terutamanya mat saleh-mat saleh ni, fresh dari high school kot. perangai -ganas-budak-budak tu ada lagi. muka ganas.perangai pun ganas. tetiba kena belakon cerita budak-budak. cuba korang bayangkan. punya cover-cover. bila kena berlakon or buat mimik muka, diorang tak pandang depan pun. dia bagi kita tengok belakang dia je..sudah....malu la tu...hilang macho..
ok2, ni cerita yang saya nak cerita sebenarnya. lecture psychology hari ni Penny yang bagi. untuk pengetahuan korang, cara penyampaian Penny ni cam bosan sket. *banyak kadang-kadang*. so, biasanya, ada je yang keluar waktu dia bgi lecture sebab rasa cam rugi r duduk 2 jam tak dapat pape. saya ngantuk juga tapi tak tegamak nak keluar. kita kena respect guru kita kan? so, tak nak la mengguris hati dia. dengan je apa yang dia sampaikan.lepas sejam, break. saya malas nak pergi mana-mana.duduk je, tak keluar sebb break 5 minit je pun. ada pulak sandiwara romantis mat2 salleh kat depan aku. sabor je la..buat-buat tak nampak even betul-betiul depan saya. lepas tu, keluarkan phone dan earphone. dengar lagu sebab bosan. then, Penny mula balik lecture. saya duduk dengar lagu kat phone sambil highlight apa y ada kt slide show kt buku. pasang lagu agak kuat, kiranya tak dengar sangat apa yang Penny cakap.


masa duduk tengah-tengah highlight tetiba, Farisha dengan Anies tengok kat saya serentak. diorang duduk depan saya, depan kepada mat salleh yang duduk depan saya tu. then, mat salleh tu pandang belakang, tengok juga. la apesal semua orang ni, ada apa kat belakang. tiba aten pun tengok kat saya dari tepi. aten duduk hujung barisan yang saya duduk.
then saya cakap

'ape?'.
dia cakap 'ko lah'..
'kenapa ngan aku'..
'eh, ko tau tak, ko nyanyi kuat gila kot'
i was like...seriously?

omg, dengar lagu tak ingat dunia. saya pasang lagu, then pasang kuat-kuat pulak tu. memang saje je kan. lagi tak menahan ikut pulak lagu tu. tapi sumpah tak tahu boleh nyaniy kuat macam tu. dah la dalam lecture hall, semua orang tengah senyap dengar lecture. tapi takde nyanyi beria sangat. just......erk, ikut lagu tu dalam tekak je...MMMMMMMmmmmmm.....mmmmmmmm...cam tu la bunyi nya. boleh tak aten cakap saya nyayi lagi Lady Gaga, tapi maybe kalo orang dengar boleh cakap saya nyanyi lagu Bad Romance kot sebab intro lagu tu kan ada mmmMMMMMMMMMMmmmmm gitu kan. tapi sebenarnya...saya...nyanyi....lagu..........nasyid. serious, tak tipu...tapi ntah cam mane boleh feel habes sampai semua orang tengok...grrrrrrhhh..malu boley...oh, biarlah..orang bukan kenal aku pon...tapi basically kenal la muka kalau dah tiap-tiap minggu masuk lecture yang sama..
lepas tu, utk ESOL cam agak menakutkan sket. Dana cepat je ingat nama orang. dia dah ingat nama saya. ni rasa urang senang sikit ni. jadi selalu kena panggil, jawab soalan. oh, hari pun kena berapa kali..ada orang tak kena langsung kot. sebab tu, duduk dalam kelas ni kena ada starategi, untuk kena elak jawab soalan. kalau nak selamat, duduk depan, tengah-tengah..posibility untuk kena or terkena jawab soalan rendah sikit. tapi tu alasan je.ape hal la nak takut sangat kan. jawab je la soalan. bukan susah pn. btw, Dana is our lecturer for ESOL. she 's a Ph.d student from Gremany and she's super nice. i like her so much even she mentioned my name few times today just because i told her that our problem was selecting the appropriate words to explain things. n she kept on repeating what i said...hahahaha...

hari raya 4

hi people,
ok, 4th of Syawal...the lectures and tutorials started. mood masih nak raya gitu. but what to do, tak kan nak ponteng pulakan. alasan nak raya lebih-lebih.* NOT ACCEPTED* so, mood sekarang ialah bersungguh-sungguh membuat assignment dan prepare untuk test. jom pengsan ramai-ramai. duduk kat bilik sorang-sorang tak tau buat ape, tetiba eh dah malam..so kena tidur la kan? tulun la, lame nya hidup..pull up your socks fareha...yeah, I AM..

sekadar gambar hiasan..on da way to MSD open house..anyway, we're not business students

not engineering students either.

New Zealand is having a very bad weather now. storm, strong wind and all. i got and email from MSD about the warning.
"a very strong cold westerly is expected to spread over New Zealand during Friday. A series of fronts embedded in this westerly flow are expected to bring heavy rain or showers to western areas of both islands....."
seriously, when i was walking these 2, 3 days...rasa nak terbang kena tolak angin. kuat sangat angin. kelajuan angin mencecah 120km/j. dasyat tak? dah la sekarang ni pakai baju kurung sebab raya, lepas boleh bayangkan tak..tersiksa tau. sekali kena tiup angin, bayangkan sendiri lah apa yang terjadi kat baju kurung. astagfirullah halazim.. semalam ada jamuan raya dengan sisters, balik tu hujan bagai menggila. dengan pakai baju kurung batik, terlupa pakai termal, pakai jacket je, x pakai sweater y ada hood, sejuk nak mati. terpaksa guna jacket utk cover kepala..badan? kesejukan la jawapannya..basah baju kurung..lagi nak tersiksa kan..tapi hamba redha..last 2 weeks, earthquake at some part of south and north islands. easily put, New Zealand is not a safe country. macam-macam natural disasters. somehow, a bit scary. insyaallah, sentiasa berdoa agar semuanya baik-baik aja.

got to go now..ada match netball..daa

t.a.k p.a.h.a.m

kenapa ada orang suka cari pasal?
suka cari masalah?
padahal benda tu tak perlu pun jadi masalah
* tak paham*

hari raya 3

Assalamualaikum...
okey, lets continue our business. ceh, ayat nak poyo plk.macam bagus. third day of Syawal right? we had Malaysian Students Department open house at Fale Pasifika, uni of Auckland. i felt very much like in Malaysia, erm somehow, but obviously it can't be the same. i met people with nice baju kurung and baju melayu.yeah, everything was just like in Malaysia except for the weather of course. it was freezing but not that cold because it's spring...yahoooo, it's spring..i love spring...and autumn as well. besides, i met some Malays who are married to mat sallleh. their kids...oh my god...soo cute. kawin dengan mat salleh juga boleh??

bergambar dan makan....

cerita hindustan gitu..

bergmbar kenangan dengan cohort mates y dtg utk MDS open house..siap duduk atas batu..dah la batu tu cm keagungan orang Maori..tetiba ada orang gi duduk..memang nak kena r..dah la orang Maori besar dan ganas..takuttt..

my cohort mates..mostly single and available..motip?

assignments

Hi folks,
i wanna write about something else than hari raya. but hey, i will continue writing about hari raya, perhaps tonight. now, i'm the mood of writing about my assignment.s the week after hari raya, i got most of my assignment back. and of course it's not good. not satisfactory either because i had put very much efforts on them. but i'm grateful that i passed all the assignment with average B for all assignments.

i take psychology paper this sem and i like this subject very much. i didn't get good mark for this assignment, unfortunately. but i always give my very best in this.i'll tell you more about psychology since this is my obsession now; reading psychology books...

this is my latest psychology assignment. i didn't explain the result. amboi cam best je ayat ko Fareha " more or less the same results goes to table 2"..pemalas ke? ke bajet bagus? hahahahaha..actually, i have write more than 1500 words, that's why i want to make it short. but it wasn't a good idea. avoid it next time fareha. to get high mark is not that difficult actually. yeah, i can...i'm very sure..

hari raya 2

Hi all,
as i promised, i'm going to write about my 2nd Syawal. you know what, actually i'm too lazy to write especially about something outdated. but i have to because it's not good to left thing uncompleted right..so, here we go..

my cohort mates planned to ogranise an open house at our hall residence. the idea is like inviting people to your house...yeah, that kind of thing. but it's not our house anyway. we, as a group of 1st year students, with no experience, inexpert cooks, limited utensils, clumsy little boys and girls cooked for almost 400 ++ people. can you believe that! me myself couldn't believe that. pretty amazing ey? yes, because we are awesome. hahaha, eat your heart out people. we're good and we're the best. oh, meninggi diri pulak.

my cohort mates with Glenn, one of the teachers from Rangitoto College. he could speak Malay..and one advice for new comers, don't you ever talk bad things in Malay. there would be people who understand Malay pretty well. believe me folks. many people could understand Malay reasonably well

antara tetamu yang datang. almost all Malaysian students in Auckland came.  was with Gwen. one of our friends from China. 



 we just happened to wear the same colour of baju kurung and baju melayu this is one of our friends..he's from Hong Kong..comel kan, bakar sate gituh...tibe..he was my partner for mixed-double badminton tournament last sem..

together we unite, together we strong.
B. ed TESOL ch.1 uni. of Auckland- IPTI..guys, you rock my world. thanks for a wonderful Eid celebration ever, in different way of course.

hari raya 1

Assalamualaikum...
ok, semalam janji nak cerita pasal hari raya pertama. macam biasa kelainan semetinya ada bebanding Malaysia ku tercinta. biasanya pagi-pagi mak saya kejut bangun awal pagi untuk mandi sunat hari raya. mak saya suruh saya mandi dulu sebab saya mandi lama. well, bila orang lain bangun dulu mesti diorang duk bising keruk bilik air bagai nak pecah kalau saya mandi lama. kat sini takde orang nak kejutkan. bangun sendiri sorang-sorang tengok matahari terbit. tenang la juga sedikit sebanyak. dah la sekarang ni spring. so siang awal. terpaksa bergegas. lepas mandi sunat aidilfitri terus bergerak ke surau nak sembahyang raya. bergerak kol 7 kot. pakai baju raya berjalan di tengah bandar Auckland yang dingin semacam je pagi tu. pergi semayng raya. khutbah pendek je tapi tak paham ape pun. khutbah dalam bahasa arab. dia ingat kita paham ke bahasa arab. tapi paham sikit-sikit la. dia cakap pasal silaturahim rasanya.

selepas selesai sembahyang raya

biasalah hiduo diperantauan ni. duduk kat negara bukan Islam pulak tu. raya pun bukan nak cuti. nasib baik raya tahun ni jatuh waktu mid sem/ spring break tapi hari-hari terakhir cuti. kalau tak macam tahun lepas ada yang ada test waktu hari raya. tapi ada seniour engineering yang ada presentation di pagi raya ari tu. sedih pulak dengar. waktu kita sepatutnya sembahyang raya, duduk bermaafan, ada yang terpaksa buat presentation. ada kawan-kawan yang pergi bersama memberi sokongan moral kpda dia. biasalah, cabaran hidup diperantauan membuat kan kita lagi kuat dan menghargai agama. Insyaallah. ada kawan -kawan saya sendiri terpaksa pergi mengajar melalui sky di pagi raya. mengajar anak-anak mat saleh.terharu tak?

skyping with the students dipagi raya..good job guys. it should be a wonderful experience to be remembered ever

lepas raya, ada senior ajak pergi rumah. rasa beruntung ramai Malaysian kat sini. I feel like i'm home, em somehow. the seniors are so nice. they are my sisters.

rumah 1st

rumah 2nd. here i met Anas. omg, he's super duper cute.

last house. actually i got some more house to go, but had to go back to huia and start cook

p/s: sambung cerita lagi esok.penat nk cerita banyak..overall, raya sini not bad ler

the day before Eid

Assalamualaikum and hi all
i just got time to write since i was soooo busy preparing for the Eid open house. it was a big event hosted by us. phew, it was tiring, really. today i was a bit moody because i got stomachache. i felt like leaving when i was in ESOL lecture this afternoon. but i don't have heart to do that even though i couldn't bare the pain in my stomach. Dana is so nice and she might be disappointed if i leave the class, just like that. i always see people do that here. some of the students leave the lecture hall JUST LIKE THAT and they bump the door and you know what? it's really annoying. it's not good and not our culture. i won't do that because i don't want my students do the same thing to me, well one day perhaps. you get what you give ey..life is KARMA..oh, ok enough of that.
back to the story, the Eid was expected to be on Saturday. and my friends and i prepared the food few days before. on Thursday, after Maghrib one of the senior send a link for me, telling Eid was on Friday. we were so surprised. how couldn't we. okey, here we don't have announcement of hari raya like Malaysia. here, we just refer to the New Zealand Islamic federation. but the information of the starting of Ramadhan and Syawal was not so sure. we are encourage to see the moon as well and tell them if we happen to see the moon..huh, a bit funny there. but, we can't blame them. New Zealand is not an islamic country like Malaysia. back in Malaysia, we have very systematic system of moon sighted and the announcement, siap penyimpan mohor diraja lagi. what ever it is, we prepares the food and some of us stay back until 4 in the morning. hard work guys...

they were so...em, helpful i must say...heee

mereka cucuk sate sambil takbir, yelah duduk sini nak dengar takbir kat mane, pandai pandai sendiri lah...kalau nak survive

girls made cakes and biscuits..they were so homemade and handmade..

p/s: the pictures above taken from Hazrul and Izzati's collection. i don't have picture for the night because i was so busy preparing kuah kacang..plus, i don't have 'NICE' camera to take nice pictures..oh, okey Fareha, itu alasan..

these are my teammates. we made kuah kacang together and it was tremendous. excellent job guys ( ema, hawa, bill, farisha, aten,and nisya and obviously me)..kita boleh buka kedai okies.
nanti cerita lagi pasal hari raya yerk..dah penat. letih.tak larat. mengantuk. nak tidur. daaa.

today is today

words for today:
busy
procrastination
lazy
hungry yet donno what to eat
pray for a wonderful tomorrow

need to work on assignment now. i'll get the post of my Eid celebration ready by tomorrow night. aerk, hope so..

selamat hari raya

Assalamualaikum..
esok New Zealand raya. sama macam Malaysia. tak sangka raya esok.serious terkejut sangat sebab tak jangka. kami bersedia untuk raya hari Sabtu. bila esok raya rasa nak pengsan dan tak percaya. apa yang membuatkan rasa kurang nak percaya ialah sistem tengok anak bukan kat sini bukan macam Malaysia. Malaysia sistematik, apa pengurusan yang cekap. siap ada lintas langsung untuk umumkan raya. kat sini, semua tu takde.nak tentukan puasa pn susah. tadi pun nak tahu raya esok tunggu islamic federation buat pengumuman kt website. tu pun diorng suruh kita semua tengok sekali dan sapa ad ternampak anak bulan suruh call FIANZ..agak bercelaru la disitu. so, memandangkan esok raya, semua orng busy. budak laki cohort aku siapkan sate. kat sini mane nak ada takbir raya di malam raya. tiada suasana raya. tiada bising2 adik-adik aku nak suruh iron baju. segalanya tak ada. yang ada, hanya kawan-kawan. lepas tu tdi, agak terharu la, bebudak laki cohort aku takbir raya sambil cucuk sate. memang agak nak meleleh lah air mata. betul la kata mak cik aku. ari tu aku ade cakap kt dia aku tak rasa apa-apa masa dengar lagu raya. tak sedih, tak gembira. takde perasaan langsung. tapi dia cakap cuba dengar takbir raya pagi raya.memang meleleh la air mata..and i almost do just now.
dan tadi aku main pingpong. tak pernah-pernah malam raya main pingpong. sebab sambutan nak raya tu tak terasa langsung. sebab suasana raya tu memang takde..sedih, tapi apa kan daya, ni lah nasib hidup di perantauan..
siapa sahaja yang baca post ni, saya ucapkan selamat hari raya...maaf zahir dan batin..pohon dimaafi segala kesilapan saya manusia yang lemah ini.
kepada mak, ayah, abg e dan semua adik-adik...angah ucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin. ini lah pengorbanan yang patut kita bayar untuk sebuah kejayaan...insyaallah Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita semua. salam lebaran untuk semua.

Eid Mubarak

when i woke up yesterday morning, there was a message from my elder brother on fb. i read it and immediately burst into tears. the message was sooo...i don't know what to say. i have no word to describe it. you could imagine the message looks like, aren't you?. touching. i hardly cry for something that i think not important. but when it comes to family stuff, my tears will be like a rainy day during winter. can't stop. seriously...

my elder bro..always advice me as he's much wiser than me in the sense that he knows thing better than me..

yes, i miss my family because Eid Mubarak is approaching. i used to be the one who was helping my mother, cooking for Hari Raya, tidying up everything, ironing everybody's baju melayu and baju kurung..but this time around, no more all those.yeah, i miss that so much.last few days, i dreamed of my mum and my dad. hurm,actually i always do.
what ever it is, kental kan semangat...berhari raya di perantauan..
selamat hari raya untuk mak, ayah, adik-beradik,saudara-mara, sahabat-handai..do remember me here..
Eid Mubarak everyone

dush!!!

okey, i'm stuck..
i'm in the middle of doing Language Teaching assignment and i feel like cursing right now. ( erk, tahu xelok, bukan nk curse pn, rasa je).sorry, emotionally unstable for some reasonas. plus with the ridiculous assignment ever. i hate this subject since last semester. no matter how hard, how creative your ideas are, still,you'll get low marks. that's really annoying. i don't understand what she wants. what is required to get high or at least reasonable mark. and this is not just me, my friends also feel the same. they are not satisfied with their marks. arghhhh...this assignment right in front of me now is confusing as well.
discuss the aspects of learning and teaching grammar....dah yang mana satu pun aku tak tahu. cakap nak aspects but when look at the aspects, they are not related. need to refer to the previous chapter. ape ke hal la...what ever it is, i need to finish it by Friday if possible because i got many other commitments...
till then, adios people....

empty heart

the things i have been through in my life
have shaken my faith towards
god, love, relationship, people that i love so much
this truly come from my heart right now..
Allah, give me strength to get back what i used to have...

miss my MUM, miss my DAD so badly
love you fillah till Jannah

renungkan lah

Penerangan Iklan Raya TV3 yang telah di Ban

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Iklan-iklan Aidilfitri yang dipaparkan oleh sebuah saluran televisyen terkemuka Malaysia, TV3 setiap kali mendapat sambutan hangat dan komen yang memberangsangkan oleh para penonton dari segi kualiti dan mesej yang disampaikan selain daripada iklan yang dikeluarkan oleh Petronas. Hinggakan ada yang tertunggu-tunggu di kac televisyen setiap kali musim perayaan hampir tiba semata-mata untuk menunggu iklan-iklan ini disiarkan. Namun Iklan Aidilfitri 2010 tampil dengan membawakan 1001 kelainan.

Di sini ada beberapa ulasan tentang iklan yang dipaparkan. Sama ada pembaca-pembaca yang bijak sekalian hendak mempercayainya atau tidak, terpulang.

Scene 1 – Budak Lelaki Melayu sedang menilik-nilik sebuah buku bergambar di malam yang gelap dalam sebuah pondok buruk beratapkan rumbia dengan bertemankan sebiji mentol. Terdapat sebuah sangkar burung yang tergantung di sebelah kanan tingkap yang terbuka.

1.Budak Lelaki Melayu – Orang Melayu
2.Buku – Bible
3.Pondok Buruk Beratap Rumbia – Kemiskinan
4.Malam Yang Gelap – Islam yang mundur
5.Mentol Lampu – Pencerahan (Illumination) – Lucifer@Iblis
6.Sangkar Burung – Simbol manusia yang terkurung dan terkongkong dengan ajaran ISLAM7.Tingkap Terbuka – Jalan keluar dari kemiskinan dan kemunduran

Scene 2 – Close up sehelai mukasurat yang mempunyai gambar sebuah beca bewarna merah dengan berlatarbelakangkan sebuah pokok Krismas dan North Star (Bintang Utara), menutup sehelai mukasurat lain bertulisan JAWI yang diterbalikkan (inverted).

1.Mukasurat Bergambar – Bible (Christianity)
2.Mukasurat Jawi terbalik – Al-Quran yang dihinakan
3.Beca Merah – Samaran untuk kenderaan Santa Claus4.North Star – Bintang Kelahiran Horus (Dajjal)
Pokok Krismas – Simbol Paganism

Scene 3 – Keluarnya bintang-bintang kecil beraura yang membawa cahaya dari gambar beca. Budak Melayu delighted (kagum dan gembira). Bintang-bintang berterbangan keluar dari tingkap rumah buruk lalu membentuk sebuah beca merah berlampu lip-lap dengan seorang lelaki separuh abad yang memakai songkok (bukan ketayap) putih dan berambut putih. Lelaki separuh abad mempelawa budak Melayu untuk bersama-sama menaiki beca merah dan seterusnya meninggalkan pondok buruk.

1.Bintang-bintang kecil beraura – Keajaiban, kekayaan, kemahsyuran, kemodenan etc.
2.Lelaki Rambut Putih Dan Bersongkok Putih – POPE – Ketua Agama Kristian
3.Pelawaan Menaiki Beca – Pelawaan Masuk Kristian
Scene 4 – Budak Lelaki Melayu dengan seorang Budak Perempuan Melayu masuk ke dalam beca dan terus duduk bersandar. (Scene ini memaparkan kejayaan memurtadkan (merosakkan) Bangsa Melayu)

1.Budak Lelaki Dan Budak Perempuan Melayu – Bangsa Melayu.
Scene 5 – Beca terbang ke Pulau Pinang, Teluk Intan, dan Kuala Lumpur. Tempat-tempat ini bercahaya dan bersinar (illuminated) dengan kehadiran beca merah.

1.Pulau Pinang – Tempat Illuminati mula bertapak (Francis Light)
2.Teluk Intan, Hilir P…erak (Anson) – Ada Illuminati Lodge kat sini. Rotary club pun bersepah.
3.Kuala Lumpur – Malaysian Illuminati punya capital.

Scene 6 – Tiba-tiba ada satu pasangan tambahan budak lelaki/perempuan melayu dalam beca.

1.Pasangan Melayu Extra – Murtad dan kerosakan makin berkembang dan mendapat sambutan

Scene 7 – Beca berhenti depan unit kondo. Satu pasangan budak Melayu lagi diorang pickup. Budak Melayu Kampung gembira sampai bercahaya-cahaya mukanya.

1. Kondo – Bandar/Middle Class. Budak kampung dah diterima oleh orang bandar. Masuk Kristian adalah cool, urban, modern dsbnya.

Cuba perhatikan, mengapa perlu ada awan yang ‘menyalib’ setiap menara masjid ini? Kebetulan jugakah ini? Atau memang di setiap menara-menara mana-mana masjid terdapat awan seperti ini?

Apa sebab perlu dipaparkan teratai dalam iklan Aidilfitri sedangkan banyak lagi bunga yang boleh disiarkan. Teratai ini mempunyai bahan yang menyala (pelita) di tengahnya seolah-olah teratai Buddha ketika melakukan upacara keagamaan mereka.

Mungkin gambar ini kelihatan biasa bagi sesiapa yang tidak menyedari tapi secara kebetulan atau tidak, inilah hasil penelitian yang diperoleh..

Rasanya semua sudah makruf tentang bintang 6 bucu yang terpapar bukan? Masya Allah.. Anda punya akal, nilailah kesemua ini dengan akal bijak anda..

Mungkinkah semua ini adalah kebetulan? Banyakkan membaca tentang agenda kafir laknatullah terhadap umat Islam memandangkan iklan ini berkaitan dengan perayaan umat Islam. Ingatlah, Allah berfirman dalam al-Quran: “Tidak akan pernah redha orang2 Yahudi dan Nasrani kerhadap kamu sehingga kamu menuruti telunjuk mereka” (2:120).

p/s: dipetik tanpa ubah suai daripada IDEAL.tk ( aidil.clanteam.com)