Quick updates

last week and this week has been a spinning hurricane for me. busy? not really but i gotta do stuffs, go here and there and fetch my sister and more. sometimes, i don't know what i'm busy for. just busy .  no time to update my blog regularly. so here the update:

1. my 24th birthday
i celebrated my 24th birthday last Friday,1st March. we had dinner outside, the night before my birthday. because i'm celebrating my birthday with my brother whom i share the same birthday, so celebrating kinda merrier. the next day, we had Secret Recipe Black Forest cake. thank you mak, ayah. love you so much. 

2.spring cleaning

there are so so so many books in my house because we still keep books that were publish in 80's. start from my parent's , mine and my brothers'. tahu tak, buku aku yang darjah 2 still tersimpan rapi. buku belajar mengeja masa zaman tadika pun ada lagi. it was 18 years back. i told my mum to burn most of them because  we don't have small kid in the house anymore. then my mum said, 'tak payah la buang, nanti anak awak nak guna'. mak, i'm not even married. even kalau lepas kahwin, at least it would take 4 years untuk anak start membaca. syllabus pun mungkin dah jauh berubah. mak.mak. tapi tu lah, sebenarnya sayang nak bakar semua tu. it owns its respective sentimental values *smile*. ayah aku lagi la, tak bagi bakar, buang langsung tak bagi. kalau nak buang, kena curi-curi.

not my study desk. kalau meja study aku macam ni, harus stress aku *sambil koyak-koyak kertas*. hahah. this is thiers.

but, this can't be. lagi banyak buku, lagi banyak remaja lelaki buat sepah. bayangkan adik aku dengan aku belajar MRSM. buku teks kena beli sendiri. bayangkan buku teks dari form 1 sampai form 5 ada kat rumah aku. dah la aku dengan dia syllabus pun lain-lain. so, ada dua version of texts books. memang berlambak buku. tu buku teks je, tak termasuk lagi buku rujukan yang super tebal. so, tomorrow i'll let got some of the books to the recycle center secretly. heh

3. interview
remember i told you about my interview. it's  next week!!!. people, i need your prayers. this is the only chance i have to get into the system. this is also important for my future. if you can go to many interviews that offered, i only have this. i need to pass. i can't afford to fail. if i fail, i need to wait for another year. yea, life could be that hard. i'm so nervous, sampai senak perut.

4.Lahad Datu
the whole thing has been sentimental for my family. we couldn't handle out emotion well because the dead of the commando is just too thrilling. it reminds us of our uncle who was also a commando. he died at the age of 28, seven years ago, left his 2 young children. you never know how it feels until ada your family member dalam situasi ni. my brother is an air force based in Kuching. he supposed to involved dengan Ladah Datu thingy. serangan dari udara. tapi tak terlibat sebab at the moment he's in KL. tok aku cepat-cepat call tanya either abang aku terlibat dengan cemasnya. kami bimbang. tapi kami redha sebab tu adalah tanggungjawab diorang untuk pertahankan negara dan rakyat Malaysia. diorang get ready anytime je selepas dapat perintah. so please janganlah duk cakap polis/tentera tu anjing kerajaan. ikut bontot kerajaan semua tu. tolong , please i'm begging you. you don't know how much we (police and army families) hurt bila korang cakap macam tu. korang tahu tak yang bila korang buat rusuhan hindraf ke, bersih ke, tak puas hati dengan itu ke, ini ke, cuti polis dan tentera yang diorang dah apply berbulan-bulan sebelum tu dibekukan? tak boleh cuti sebab takut berlaku rusuhan, standby untuk pertahankan orang awam. sedar tak? ok, tak tahan rasa sebak tengah menulis entry ni. korang tak pernah rasa, korang tak akan pernah tahu. kitaorang tak tahu pun yang setiap kali diorang pergi tu, adakah diorang akan balik. please, stop all the nonsense.
*penulisan ini tidak berbaur politik, cuma commen sense. so, please take it in humanistically*

after all these years, can we just give it a rest?  T___T

#prayforLahadDatu. al-Fatihah buat wira negara yang terkorban.