End of Disember

assalamualaikum and hello people!

ok la. it's almost 1 and a half month i'm home. bosan juga eh. ni boleh tahan lagi adik ada kat rumah. bila diaorang dah start sekolah sure kematu saya sorang diri kat rumah. i do apply for temporary job but i'm not that serious about it. one, because i travel here and there for FA.IZ production. two, i'm worried that i will be called in the mean time. lots of people have been asking me about finding a job. let me tell you, i don't have to seek a job. i will be called for interview and posted to anywhere they need me. so, there's no issue like, why not you try here and there. it doesn't applied to me because of my degree programme. even though many people have been suggesting to do Master, once again it also doesn't applied to me. i have to work for at least 3  years or so, until then i could proceed with Master degree. i also not interested in continuing my Master yet because in education field, experience is more important. i know, to hold a Master degree at a very young age is super cool and P.hD before 30's is super awesome. muda dan berjaya kan!  but in school, people appreciate you more when you know how to do things right, handle events and activities well and   control issues thoughtfully. people don't care what degree you have. nonetheless, studying to another level is vital as to improve you professional level. the main problem is, do i have money to do my Master? NO, i don't. i need scholarship. that's why i need to wait at least 3 years. i need to Q. so many people apply for scholarship. insyaallah, i hope one day, Allah grant my wish to do Master, fully sponsor. 

oh, since duk rumah, dah tak berapa kerap pulak bersenaman. bersenaman? yes, at least jogging ke camtu. takde la sampai nak angkat berat atau rutin dumbbell so whatever kan. menggalakkan pembiakan sel lemak je. nasib baik la i ni jenis makan tak banyak sebab perut kecik. kapasiti untuk mengisi makanan pun ciput je. tapi kena makan on time kalau tak i pitam tak lagi nak haru. kalau pergi kedai memang most of the time makan tom yam atau sup je. tak pernah order nasi goreng kampung, nasi pataya and whatnot. tak suka makan nasi especially waktu malam. eh, eh, mesti nak cakap saya poyo diet tu sebab tak nak makan nasi malam. bukan apa, memang tak boleh telan, unless terpaksa. tu pun, sejam pun belum tentu habis.  tapi bila stress, sedih, hormonal and stuff, i eat like a moster. no kidding. rasa tak puas hati selagi tak sumbat banyak-banyak. di bawah pengaruh syaitoon sangat masa macam ni. disebabkan kesedaran untuk bersenam supaya otak lebih cerdas dan duduk terperuk je rasa macam lemau telampau, ajak adik pergi jogging tepi pantai. elok-elok petang tu mak baru balik dari kerja, terus pergi pantai. bila dah sampai, mak teringat hari tu ada pasar minggu. terus ajak pergi pasar minggu. so, kesudahan nya kami tak jogging. tak sihat. i know. tapi tu la hakikatnya. i need exercise. untuk orang yang consistently jogging macam saya, kalau dah berhenti jogging lama sikit, terus malas nak start balik. tapi tak boleh, nanti otak lemau dan badan tak sihat dan tak fit. teheee.      

last three weeks, i shot Ira's wedding. she's my friend in the same programme with me in NZ. her husband Fais was an engineering student in Japan. i excited to share their photos because they are so lovely, awkward but sweet ;)

esok, i'm going to KL. mungkin stay lama untuk 2 shoot sessions. jumpa kawan-kawan etc. tapi tak kemas apa lagi. people, help!