School Camping

i just got back from school camping. this time was different because i'm not a student anymore. i was the one who handled them, scared them and whatever your teacher usually do for camping. and sometimes you hate it right? you know like waking up early, jungle tracking and night walk sort of thing. fun thing to share! heheheh.  speaking of which, i'll write about night walk and all in the next post. i'm just  too tired now. 

the left over

thank you

marked on my calendar so far. 

more to come.

i love the fact that there is always something on my table almost every day. thanks to whoever you are.

Wordless Wednesday

alahai.......

source: CJ site

Hurt

life is mean. simply because it doesn't treats you the way you wanted it to be. in life you get hurt a lot. a lot. i used to be very emotional when people critiqued me. i'm not angry and dissatisfied, but i'm sad. i allow myself to invite all the negativity elements to disturb my soul. i fell hopeless. it's not that i couldn't take criticism, but the way you say it should be constructive and helping. besides, you have to accept the fact that people just don't care what you feel. you hurt? go and eat your shoes la wei. mean, is it? i've lived for quite long, even though i'm still young ;) . being hurt is normal. NORMAL? pffft . i feel the deepest pain and sadness in my heart.

ever since, i learned not to take compliment and critiques too personal. because it affects my emotional state and my faith have shaken because of that. well, bad to say, i tend to blame God ( which i should not) for making me to go through this bad feeling and dealing with mean people. then, i quickly realised, that it's not the solution. God gives us obstacle in life so that you learn how to appreciate what you have and learn to be picky. selfish. arrogant. but in  a good way. how could it be? don't ask me. 

you make me feel bad about myself. as if i good for nothing. you left me feel rotten on the bed like this!

                               

i deserve this?

i hurt a lot and i learned a lot too. there are things that i couldn't take anymore. i just so so so hurt. somehow, i learned to be heartless. it's not that i choose to be like that, but that's the best way to feel ok. hati ni sampai dah kering. dah kering. kering sangat.dah takde perasaan dah. you should know how much i hurt.  

i learned it hard way! 

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Don't call me heartless. it just that i've learned to use my heart less. 

thank you for reading.

coffee lover

for the love of coffee. what a good refreshment! oh, i love this moment. emma suggested something good for so called weekend gateway even we are working tomorrow. 

double dose of caffeine 

i can smile for no reason ;p

Honey mocha banana. with its trademark ' drinks from heaven, available on earth'. hahaha. over tau. i love nestea teh tarik too. it just a typical nestea. but i think the taste is different from other places i went. so, please try nestea from JJ Bukit Indah. so thick. so milky. so addictive yo.

till then, have a good weekend everyone.

Bucketlist

assalamualaikum people

selamat hari Malaysia, Malaysian! i'm proud to be Malaysian and all of you should too. bukan senang nak mendapat apa yang kita sedang nikmati sekarang ini. aman. makmur. kaya. bebas beragama. alhamdulillah dengan nikmat Allah yang tak terhingga ni. dan pesan mak saya berkali-kali setiap kali saya telefon, hargai la kemerdekaan dan pengorbanan orang yang lebih tua, dan penat jerih orang macam mak ni. sebab mak saya bekerja sort of macam menyedarkan masyarakat pasca merdeka macam kita-kita ni tentang erti kemerdekaan  dan pembentukan Malaysia. at least kalau tak nak hargai kerja orang lain, hargai apa yang mak buat dan perjuangkan. ye, saya nampak kerja keras mak saya. 

dan anda semua, saya mengajak anda semua untuk menghayati kemerdekaan, pembentukan Malaysia dan pahit jerih orang dahulu. usaha kita adalah untuk generasi akan datang. jangan sampai anak cucu kita kencing di kuburan kita. itulah azimat berduri dari mak saya.

ok, cukup intro untuk meraikan hari Malaysia.

Bucket list. have ever heard this? i guess you have. it's like you list what you wanna do before you die. you write them down so that you can tick the one that you had done/accomplished. i have so many things i wanna do before i die because i like seeing new people, try good food, and travel to a new place. 

last 2 years ( if i not mistaken), i watched The Buried Life first episode. it was so inspiring. i was addicted to the series! these 3 young American fellas, list down what they wanna do before they die, and i'm glad and impress that that accomplished most items in the list. it was crazy i should say. once, they slipped into a private playboy party where all the hot and sexy ladies gathered for probably wild party.get drunk. amazing right? it burns my spirit. hell yeah! but still, i'm being realistic here. as a Muslim, we should consider what we wanna do. i list down something that is achievable and not as crazy as that. if a thing is not permissible in our religion, it remains impermissible. you cannot change that. 

The Buried Life

past few month, i was so determine to make mine. i list down all the things i really wanna do. i list most of my childhood dream and i believe they are possible. it can be as simple as growing a garden. it's one of my list.heee. it can be simple but memorable. it can be big and pricey but hey people, nothing beats real experience.here is my list so far. i've accomplished some, so i didn't write in this newly written list ;)

i'm glad that i was given the opportunity to travel. it helps me to expand my horizon of experience and widen my prospect of life. in a way, travelling makes me see thing i never see. travelling membuatkan saya lebih menghargai apa yang saya ada dan bersunguh-sungguh untuk membuat perubahan dalam hidup saya dan orang-orang disekeliling saya. 

after travelling, i broke too. serious, tak tipu. pandai-pandai la nak hidup kan. 

 love towards photography makes me appreciate what i see. through my travelling and real life experiences locally and overseas i have hundreds Gigabits of photos shared with Izzati. :)

ok. let's start our bucket list. let's start with a small thing. i wanted to grow a garden. heeee.heee.heee. to excited. but for now, i have no time.berangan nak tanam kunyit, lengkuas. dan sebagainya. hari tu balik rumah ada pokok terung. sempat petik-petik. seronok! 

thanks for reading!

Legoland, Nusajaya

salam

well, well, well  people. erk, hi. so many things went on, and coming in my life. 'working' somehow makes me miss my carefree life before. i don't even have time to blog. tiap-tiap hari ting-tong.and the worst is, i don't feel like i eat real food, simply because i take fast  food and take away food almost very day. KFC. Mc D. chicken. chop, tu pun drive through. you name it.kesian tau. takde masa la. siapa kata kerja cikgu senang? meh sini buat kerja saya. dah la asyik kena torture je.. huhuhu T__T

btw, lets put it aside. i'm here to promote LEGOLAND, Malayasia. i got free entrance ticket. before it's grand opening on 15th Sept, Legoland invites all teachers from selected schools around Johor Bahru to have a look and try the rides and super expensive yet yummy food in the Legoland. for those who got free tickets, they can invite 4 friends to come along. so i went with my other friends. i went to Legoland  twice already.kekeke

kami adalah duta-duta yang akan mempromosikan Legoland. pihak Legoland sangat bijak dalm strategi perniangaan mereke kerana memilih cikgu-cikgu sebagai ikon untuk mempromosikan Legoland. ini kerana, cikgu-cikgu akan bawa anak murid, rombongan sekolah dan anak-anak kecuali kami-kami guru pelatih yang bujang dan single ini. memang takde anak!

me and Syafiq. tolong jadi model je k. peace!

tempat kat belakang tu so English. Germany building, sorta. so like overseas, minus super hot sun.

no good, seriously

 

crown. kurang 5 sen 40 henggit. so, ok, bye.

  

sort of like dance stage. very much like in Shakespear era. so romantik. ignore the hotness of the sun.

love this so so so much. Aten and Syafiq are cuteee!!

since it's Legoland, everything is made from lego. animal.building.very creative.

hippo? elephant? i'm not sure guys.

ni husband saya! *gatal gila kau*

us! ride kt belakang tu tak buka. all of us were ready to get wet actually sebab we all baka itik sebenarnya. suka mandi. basah-basah. so, no wonder aktiviti kitaorang untuk menenangkan fikiran ialah berandam dalam swimming pool atau berlumba renang di Kolam Bandaraya Larkin. 

there is a part in this park yang menonjolkan Egypt punya zaman kegemilangan. tempat yang kitaorang g ni, macam lazer gitu. ada lagi satu tempat called Paroah revenge pun looks good. boleh datang and you will feel like in Egpt even it's not that authentic. boleh la untuk orang yang crave to go to Egypt damn much like me. 

4D! serious kalau korang datang legoland ni wajib masuk even korang terpaksa tunggu lama and ramai gila orang. berbaloi. selalu nya before this i pernah masuk 3D punya. macam kalau space ship yang kerusi bergerak, kalau dia break kita rasa nak terhumban keluar dari kapal and what not kan. atau raksasa datang dan gigit depan mukan korang kan? kan? tapi disebabkan ni 4D, you can feel it. memang video ni pasal lego, tapi bila robot tu baling lego besi, kuprum, iron segala nama lagi ke muka kau, rasa juga la nak mengelak sebab it looks so real. tapi membuatkan dia best , 4D sangat kan, bila robot naik kereta kita rasa naik kereta. berangin macam naik kereta. bila kita kena sembur dengan raksasa, habis basah baju. tapi tak lencun la. bila ada scene yang hero bekukan raksasa, tersembur sekali ais halus dan sejuksss kat kita. menarik la. semua orang macam woah!woah!

kami kepenatan. one advice for you guys yang nak datang sini. bawak air masak. shade. cap. pakai baju yang selesa, cotton kalau boleh. and please, please put you flats on. no heels ladies, atau kaki anda akan menderita. Legoland dah la besar, panas gila pulak tu. sebab kawasan ni baru dibuka, takde pokok. bukit-bukit kat tepi digondolkan. lagi super panas dari KLIA. believe me!

gubahan yang cantik. tapi bukan sebarangan orang juga yang buat tau. architect tau buat.

i love this the most. KLCC. rasa macam pergi KLCC betul. sebab i tak pernah pergi KLCC. pernah ajak kawan-kawan pergi , tapi diaorang kata tak payah pergi sebab KLCC tempat lepak mat-mat indon. ok, sebab itu saya tak pernah jejak kaki kat KLCC. asyik ke TS je ajaknya. kesian tak saya?

banyak je lagi attraction lain kat sini. yang utama of course roller coaster dan main tembak-tembak air. selain bermain, ada juga galeri untuk belajar. macam belajar reka cipta la. sesuai untuk lawatan sambil belajar. ajak anak-anak  ye semua. ajak mak-mak, ayah-ayah pun boleh.

thanks for reading!