how to survive in all boys sibling

assalamualaikum and hi everyone

brought up with all boys make you emotionally and somehow physically tough. in a way it's good because you won't be easily get bullied or emotional hurt. when i was young i grew up with 5 boys. can you imagine that? i HAD to play what they played because i had no option. the one i remember the most is gusti-gusti. OMG! kuat sangat pengaruh WWE diorang neh. because they were 5, they need 1 more people to make it 6 which means that i was the only one they could think of. so that, they could divide the team equally. 3 people in a group. of course i didn't wanna play because so ganas ka. walaupun membesar dengan semua lelaki, kehalusan jiwa wanita tu masih kuat di dalam diri ini. cewah! BUT, they forced me to play and they promised to help me if i got tackled in the 'fight'. alah, macam kalau korang tengok gusti tu, bila geng kita dah nak kalah, kita kat tepi sentuh tangan dia, lepas tu dia keluar, kita masuk. macam tu la lebih kurang. bila dah main tu, harus la main sunguh-sunguh.mesti nak menang. ya tuhan, jahiliyah sangat dulu.hahaha.we also came out with very crazy ideas. my third brother was easily intimidated. he used to be very coward person when he was about 8. so my brother and my second brother planned to make fun of his weakness. they used me to be the hantu because only me who had long hair, so i was an ideal person to scare him. pakaikan kain sembahyang, letak bedak banyak-banyak kat muka. sengal sangat rasa bila ingat semua tu. huh!

was in 2008 Aidilfitri at my kg. at Negeri Sembilan when i was fresh from high school. now, everyone has changed and we have our own life. i'm not even see my brother for 3 years.

disebabkan diorang lelaki of course diorang tak main masak-masak dan doktor-doktor. dan selari dengan itu, i never play masak-masak dan doktor-doktor ever in my life. pathetic enough aye? nevertheless, it doesn't mean that i cannot be a good cook in real life. lol! the only thing i did during my childhood is playing football, badminton, hide and seek, fishing, lori-lori, tang duduk dan sewaktu dengannya. fun tak? so i tak tau la nak main anak-anak ni.eh? hahahha.

lelaki cepat kalau bersiap. mesti kena jerit kalau duduk dalam bilik air lama sikit. diorng mesti jerit...'Angah, cepat la sikit. lamanya duduk dalam bilik air. orang nak masuk pulak ni'. and of course i have to fight for myself by saying.....'laaa, pergi la bilik air lain. pergi mandi belakang rumah pun tak pe'...kejam tak? padan muka. so, every time we are about to go some where, they will let me to use the toilet last. so that, they won't have to wait long. kalau perempuan mesti iron baju kan? kan? lelaki mane iron baju. memandangkan saya keluar rumah pakai baju kurung, of course kena iron. diorang harus-harus la memang dah siap awal. sama la kalau makan kat kedai, diorang dah siap makan, i'm the last to finish the food and some times not able to finish it.

and this is always happen to me, dah la masuk kereta last sekali, tetiba ada barang tertinggal dalam rumah. rushing sangat.

i never got bullied at school because i'm a firm person (the character that i build up at home). i never called by the seniors as well as genstas friends (konon dia paling berpenagruh dalam batch). some of my friends were ordered to take the food for seniors in DM, queue up for water for senior and so on. i never done that because i didn't appear to be a person you can simply step on. like hello, who are you to order me to do things to you? if they ask me to take something for them, send something to male senior or so whatever i just say i don't want to. at the same time, of course i'd say it in polite way sebab takut jugak kena pangkah kat senior.bahahaha. nak mati kena pangkah kat senior? nanti semua senior pandang slack kat ko.mampu nak tunjuk muka? one more thing is, because i grew up with normal boys who are boys..well you know what i mean right..yelah perangai nakal..my mum taught me to 'fight'. not literary fight but fight for you right. if you think you are right, stand up! if someone disturb you, cross their legs. wow, ganas sangat..perumpaan je la..

sorry, tak boleh tunjuk muka. it's confidential. he always excited to tell my if there's a royal New Zealand ship landed at his port.

when i was a kid, me and my brother were always stick together. we played almost everything together and i tend to follow everything he did. i wanted to wear short pants because he wore very nice (from my eyes at that time) short pants. sekarang dah tak nak pakai eh. dulu je ok. one day we played near to a glass cupboard and we were unlucky, i dont know how the glass broke but for sure it was because of me, my fault and it get into my brother's cheek. the blood was crazy. i feel guilty and it haunts me for life. because of that, my brother still have the scar on his left cheek. it's kinda obvious. i feel guilty. seriously i do. T______ T.

boys don't watch love movies. so do i. my siblings usually watched Mr. Bean (?), power rangers, tomato man, etc. of course i never watch Korean, Japanese, Mexico and bla romantic movies. i still remember, there was time when Winter Sonata and Autumn in my Heart were so famous. they were on tv and people were like hysteria over the heroes and heroin because they were so cute, handsome and romantic some more. people talked about it at school. it turned out to be, i was the only one or maybe small number of the class didn't watch the movie. feeling like such a loser, i try to watch the movie so that i won't left out in the 'hot forum'. you know what, i watched the movie and i felt nothing. tak romantik pon? apa yang bestnya? tak handsome pun mamat ni. adakah ni statement loser? i don't know. tapi yang pasti i personally think the movie was freaking annoying (dulu la. sekarang tengok best je rasa. boley). ha sekarang, semua cerita tengok. Glee. How i met you mother. He's just not into you. never been kissed. Dear John. the Notebook. Eat Pray Love and many more. favourite drama series, Vampire Diaries and favourite movies are 'How to lose a guy in 10 days', 'definitely maybe', '10 things i hate about you', ' sisterhood of travelling pants' and blabalabla.

last summer break. i was in Malaysia and sick. but i still went out for bowling with my siblings and mum because we barely have time to get together for fun. it's very hard to have everyone at certain time now.

so, having all boys sibling is not that bad. it's fun actually. even though i was brought up with boys, my mum doesn't want me to be rough like boys. perempuan buat cara perempuan. lelaki biar la dia nak ganas. i was trained ( wow, so formal) to be polite, soft spoken ( but i'm not really). you will become an independent girl. hardly affected by small things and tak lembik (manja dan mengada-ngada), practical rather than emotional like girls always do in dealing with problem and mature enough to respond to people especially boys because i see things from men/boys perspective.

ignore the grammatical errors and typo because i'm writing while landing on my bed. plus, i need to write fast. don't want to waste my time because i want to save my energy for some other things. lame excuse i know.hehehe.

btw, thank you for reading!