hyperspeed 2011

.assalamualaikum.
2011 is super fast year i ever had in my life. seriously, no kidding. i feel like i just started semester one and i struggled so bad to survive because everything seems to be hard for me. 'wake up' for second semester and work much harder and it worth every effort.happy with my results and nothing much i say about it. it's really hard to get an A here because University of Auckland top university in the world and for sure the standard is very high ( i'm not showing off nor boasting, but it's what our lecturer said during our farewell dinner).

i think this is the climax. at this time i was so horrible. stress out with all the things i need to handle. assignments. tests. live my life independently. i woke up early and went to uni very early in the morning, while my friends were still sleeping on their bed and got back late nigh, sometimes 12 midnight. my eyes look so tired ( macam cina tak, hehehehe). it's really hard to juggle between study, personal life, and endless sports practices.

i'm glad that i clear all my papers for this semester. even though i havent got EDUC348 results, i know i pass because Sheryll told me i made it. Alhamdulillah. this semester is much better. i pass with good marks and i really thankful. nothing satisfy me more other than getting good marks and Sheryll keep telling me good things. Sheyrll has helped me so much. she sometimes can smack you right on your face, but it's for your own good. believe me! she's the best teacher i ever knew. she will scream to you like hell, but she can be super nice to you when you behave and when we out of academic circle. that's so professional and it's how an effective teacher should be. time marah, marah betul, but at the same time you love them. big word for a teacher.FORGIVING. you must always ready to forgive your students even they hurt you so much. i hope i could be one, insyaallah one day. i adore Matthew, Syafiq's associate during our practicum. he's so cool. tak pernah meninggikan suara, yet semua students ikut cakap dia. takut ( respect) dia. that's just so amazing. i just wondering how he does that.
yeah, 2011 almost comes to its end. rapid aye? so, it's time to go back to Malaysia. i feel i just done everything last week, yesterday and just now. but they are all left as memories. it's time to move on. face the reality in Malaysia. i so excited to be home. my brother told me that our grandma would be home by the time i arrive. my grandma house just 2 hours drive from KLIA but i dont wanna go straight away to her house because the first person i really want to see is my mum and my dad. hey, dont get me wrong. i love my grandma too( she's at my house iat

Terengganu now, just to meet me) but i miss my mum and my dad so terribly much. lama tak jumpa. i know it's gonna be awkward, seriously because we havent met like forever (ok, over). and i'm a little bit nervous to see them. should i feel that way?

p/s: i'm leaving tonight. when i open my eyes tomorrow morning, i'll be in KL. semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan. amin