at this very moment, i feel so sad and somehow undefined. rapuh rasa jiwa. i feel like crying, i see thing beyond it is seen and i feel bad about myself. see, i told you sometimes i'm like an old woman having her menopause. people went through different things in life. your path might be easy and mine might be not. so it's not fair saying that oh, you are not good enough compared to me. or maybe this is what you get in return for what you have done. seriously that is rubbish. some people struggle for certain things but some dont. Bill Gates says life is not fair. so get used to it. yes, life is somewhat not fair because you dont get/have what you want/wish. as a muslim we cant say that because God knows what best for you. oh, that not my point here. i just feel so empty right now. so many things happen within these 2,3 weeks. need time to recover. rasa nak benci orang tapi i dont wanna do that. i know, that's not good for my 'heart'. i wanna have pure heart, love everyone because i see beauty in everyone. i wanna take care of my heart because IT'S HEART THAT MAKE YOU A GOOD PERSON.
jiwa terasa kosong dan rapuh. can someone give me a hug? i need a HUGE hug now.please!! i mean it, seriously.Auckland City, New Zealand
Spring, 2011
8 comments:
oh sedih
bertabah
dun hate me plsss....:p
nothng happens by chance or by mean of gud luck..ilness, injury, luv, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limit of ur soul..so,be strong whatever u do, fareha..
syafiq: mmg sedih pun
sizuka: ye, saya sentiasa mencuba untuk bertabah.
prince: i dont hate you. i'll not.thanks for the advice.
i think my soul being stolen :(
we're lost. life is stressful. perhaps we just wanna go back and have a normal life.
hehe..what u should do is think positive side of the problem..that what i always did, sbb tu khai susah sikit nk marah atau benci pada orang lain :P sbb khai xreti nak marah atau benci orang..smpi tanya izzati minx tlg ajar mcm mn nk marah orang..=.=
p/s: kalau benci pada perkara berdosa atau jahat ada la :P
-khai
that's all i always do. fikir kebaikan org kt kita. tpi seriously xde sedikit pn perasan dendam. just biasalah kan. sakit hati.
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