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i'm not getting any better. i met dr. Cecil again this afternoon, telling him my condition. after taking antibiotic for few days, i didnt feel the pain anymore. yet, my ear is bleeding endlessly and like seriously i'm clueless . to be honest, i'm not not comfortable with it since i couldn't hear what my lecturers were takling about. i felt so left out in the discussion and the worst thing is i couldnt identify the direction of the sound. besides, it really affects my balance because ear does something that helps us to maintain our balance when we are satnding and walking. last 2 days, i went to Lim Chor and i felt like fainting. i could hear the noise, but it was different. disgusting. annoying.irritating. rasa nak terbaring je terus atas lantai sebab tak larat.deh!
dr. Cecil told me that my ear is so red inside, there's something like a ball and i assume it's a 'biji' in my ear canal. it's very unusual because i should be fine after taking antibiotic. he asked me how long i have been suffering before i met him. i was 3 days before. so, i dont have ear problem history and that makes him wonder what the problem is. so i'm referred to ear specialist and somehow it makes me scared to know the truth after this. well, i think everything is just fine.
what say you dr. Hamish?

semoga cepat sembuh. insyaallah, takde pape.