assalamualaikum...
menetap kat pedalaman ni agak best sebab senyap. aman. makmur. tenang. tapi kan, there's something comes from the back of my head, saying that i could be crazy if i live here for a long time. i'm not a city girl, but i just couldn't bear living in the rural area. nothing to do. shops are closed very early. no intertaiment at all. it's VERY quiet. i used to live in the quaters because my father is a goverment servant. i used to live in 'taman' where people live together and greet each other every morning and evening and even at night. btw, this town is not really bad. even though this town is really small, it got everything not like rural area in Malaysia. they got cinema. fish and chip. swimmming pool. gym. st. john resque. medical centre. school. and yeah, they got 4 churches which means the people in this town are religious.not bad. well, it just the matter of feeling. i'm not feeling good about living in the area where i hardly find beach or sort of thing.
menetap kat pedalaman ni agak best sebab senyap. aman. makmur. tenang. tapi kan, there's something comes from the back of my head, saying that i could be crazy if i live here for a long time. i'm not a city girl, but i just couldn't bear living in the rural area. nothing to do. shops are closed very early. no intertaiment at all. it's VERY quiet. i used to live in the quaters because my father is a goverment servant. i used to live in 'taman' where people live together and greet each other every morning and evening and even at night. btw, this town is not really bad. even though this town is really small, it got everything not like rural area in Malaysia. they got cinema. fish and chip. swimmming pool. gym. st. john resque. medical centre. school. and yeah, they got 4 churches which means the people in this town are religious.not bad. well, it just the matter of feeling. i'm not feeling good about living in the area where i hardly find beach or sort of thing.
i felt so much depressed and i feel like screaming out loud. i even once thinking of going back straight away to Auckland. but now i'm completely fine. being soothed by my friends.hahahhaha. what a shame. being teased as 'budak bandar'. i'm not budak bandar ok. duduk kt kampung juga. tapi kampung saya bukan pedalaman. ada every thing. tuision centre. wifi area. blablabla. but i have to stay here because i need to work for money.money to travel of course. i might be going to Australia this easter break and it would be my third time being in Aussie. hey, i'm fine now. try to be cool. i was so depressed the other day because i got flu. i couldn't breath. lack of sleep. freaking hot weather. thats killing me from the inside. the other part of me i like to be here (really?). yes, I AM. being here, i got to pick up the accent. that's really good. got to speak to locals and get to know new people. awesome oppotunity.
p/s: i just imagine what would i do if i were posted to the rural area after i finished my study. suffering? we'll see.
11.06 PM,
The Commercial backpackers,
Roxburgh, New Zealand
5 comments:
keje ni wajid ker?...
x wajib pn. aku kerja sebab nk duit..
aku sambung tnye: mu tngh ct agi ke mnde ni?
tgh cuti lagi..28/2 ni baru start kelas..gila panjang cuti..ari 2 bln dh aku kt msia..ni ada 2 bln lgi cuti..
ooyeke ingtkan mu keje ada lam kos mu..mhal ker gajinyer?..gane mu dpt keje ni?..
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