tanahair ku

assalamualaikum and hi all

 i'm going back to Malaysia next week! last minute decision. everybody in Malaysia miss me so much. thanks guys for appreciating my existence. at first i'm not going back and not even plan to go back because i wanna spend my summer here..yea, travel all around Auckland. but then, my mum told me that my dad asked me to come back. my dad miss me ey? yes, he is.

hey Mr. Malaysia. i miss you so much. i dream of you almost every night. can't wait to see you.i'm sure, i'll have a great time with you.

everybody has the anxiety of going back since last few months because they have planned their journey home. they were counting days. but not me. i have no feeling even summer break was approaching. but now, i have the feeling. oh my gosh, can't wait. nervous. excited. sad. blur. confuse. and whatever else. i changed everything in one night. how drastic it is.

we can't predict the future. everything is possible. anything can happen even we dont plan it that way. Allah la yang menentukan segalanya. Allah lah yang mengubah hati manusia. Alah jua lah yang membolak-balik kan hati manusia. Hanya dia yang berkuasa. Ya Allah, jangn bolak -balik kan hati aku. tetap kan pendirian ku. jangan engkau paling kn aku dari hidayahmu . redhai lah aku. berikan lah ketentuan yang terbaik untuk ku.

Allah, you have placed great people in my life. thanks, i'm grateful with what i have. they are wonderful. they are always there for me, especially my family. YA ALLAH, jadikan lah aku hamba yang bersyukur.