Wednesday, July 28, 2010

teori VS practikal

Assalamualaikum.....
teori dan practikal, sama tak? ada orang cakap sama tapi kebanyakan orang akan setuju kalau aku katakan these two thing are totally different. agree? SANGAT.
okey, for example we learn about theories and all stuff, the appropriate approaches and so whateve to tackle the students ( ok, sorry mood sekarang nak cakap pasal education je, sebab banyak assignment related to school, yeeee....seronok), but when it comes to real theworld all these are just something you get from book. somehow, you can't apply it at all in the real world. yep, i would say we have to create our own theory to handle the situation. if you say you are humanistic kind of teacher, you would approach you students softly, cater their need, treat them they way they deserved and care about their need and interst. but in the real world, as in the class would you do that. if you are too soft, the student might go beyond the limit. if you teach them based on their interest, how about the curriculum standard you should achieved? tak hairan la ada sorang 'kawan' aku ni sampai rasa nak hempuk kepala budak tu. baru mengajar melalui skype, tak mengajar depan-depan lagi. maybe he was just saying sebab geram sangat masa tu. in this situation, kita kena decide approach yang sesuai untuk handle masalh ni. combine je semua teori pavlov, vygotsky, brunner,piaget dan sape-sape lagi la.
hari ni pergi tutoring lagi. ashlee, student aku hari ni bagus. tapi macam biasa malas nak belajar. aku pun dah tahu nak buat macam mana. aku tanya interest dia apa. maybe aku boleh tukar cara pembelajaran sebab dia nampak macam bosan bila aku mengajar. aku tak suka nak paksa-paksa. lagi pun aku ni tak garang kot, sebab tu students tak takut. tak tahu nak marah macam mana. kalau marah kan benda lain pulak jadinya.dia tanya aku..' what is interest?'dalam hati aku ' oh, dia tak tahu interest'. aku cakap kat dia apa yang dia suka buat bila free, dia cakap cooking and fishing. kalau boleh dia nak baca buku masak je. paham...paham..aku cakap kat dia, dia kena banyak baca so dia boleh pergi ke university. dia cakap dia tak nak pergi even ke college ( college kat sni bukan uni, tapi senior high). dia cakap tak seronok. aku cakap senior high lagi best sebab banyak benda exciting boleh buat. tapi dia tak nak juga. last-last dekat nak habis masa aku just sembang je dengan dia sebab dia malas nak belajar. layan je la kan.
tetiba dia tanya aku...' why you wearing scarf?'...but i'm not offended with the question. typical question. so many people ask me this question. even the people i just knew. i don't mind. simple reply ' religion practice'. then boleh dia cakap ' you must be ugly without the scaft'. boleh dia cakap macam tu. aku ni sampai tergelak. belum tengok belum tahu...hahahhahahha...kannnnn....dia tanya aku dari mana, aku cakap la Malaysia. then dia cakap ada certain negara bann pakai tudung. tapi aku cakap kat Malaysia tak. New Zealand pun tak. aku tanya dia ' do you afraid of me we because of this'.. she said 'no, it's just kinda weird'. then dia tanya lagi ' do you wear that when you were liltle? i said ' no'.
banyak la soalan selanjutnya dia tanya pasal ni. aku tahu dia curious sebab budak. soalan pun sangat la telus. tak berlapik. kalau before this orang yang tanya aku agak berlapik la tanya sebab dia mesti bajet sensitiviti orang untuk tanya soalan macam tu. kalau budak, memang naked truth la jawapannya. last soalan aku dekat dia ' do you like me?' dia jwab yes sambil angguk kepala. aku pun tersenyum...will be meeting her again next week and she's looking to see me as well. Lega nak sangat gembira..

she's Ash...innocent and naive young girl of mine. love her. she's talkative

I'm going to Rangitoto Senior High tomorrow. Got to go now. need to sleep early and wake very early...as in gerak dari HUIA as early as 6.50..so not normal since we always got class at 10 now..ngeee