Assalamualaikum.
I miss blogging so much. Boleh la kot nak menulis 3 bulan sekali. LOls. Everyday is a busy day. I cannot find any moment in a day that I could steal to write. Very busy. Amboi busy nor kau kalau orang dengar kan. Macam la ko sorang kerja kan. Truth to be told, there were so many times I feel like quiting my job. Too tired that I can't handle working and being a mother and being a wife. Extremely exhausted. Tak boleh imagine kalau ada anak tiga nanti. Fuhh. Semoga Allah bagi kekuatan untuk kita. Semoga Allah pelihara kesihatan kita. Semoga Allah pelihara perkahwinan kita. Insyaallah.
Seth is a week to 9 month. Very active boy. Panjat sana sini. Mama nak fengsan. Letih tau. But knowing that active baby is a healthy baby and insyaallah intelligent one day, I sacrifice what I love. One of them is sleeping. I'm having sleep deprivation for almost 9 months too. huhu. No more time to read novelssss. HUUU. Maybe people think that I don't manage my time wisely. Like orang lain ada nak juga, tapi boleh je buat wht they like. Everyone is different. Support fro partner is very important here.
Above all, I'm truly bless for having a healthy son. Walaupun penat nak layan because he's very clingy to mama only, at least I have a kid to look up when I'm sad, bored and when I need someone to hug. Balik rumah is just time for him. No more work. That's why I used my time to the fullest at school so I don't have to bring work home. Memang tak akan buat. Tak boleh nak buat. Suami haruslah memahmi situasi isteri yang bekerja dan pada masa jaga anak. Memang nampak macam biasa-biasa je. Tapi orang yag ada anak kecik je tahu betapa penatnya. You cannot handle it alone. Nak ja ga rumah tangga lagi kan? Nasib la husband memahami dan I do what I'm capable of only.
Salute all working mothers out there. Happy mother's Day.
