Tuesday, March 24, 2015

How I survive my second pregnancy?

Assalamualaikum.

Looking at the post entry seems like I'm having my second child already. No,no. Just second pregnancy, first child.

I'm currently in my 18 weeks of my pregnancy. Thank God I survive bad roller coaster of first trimester successfully. Well, I think. I hope Amirul's not complaining for what he had to do;all the chores, laundry and all. And not to forget the massage part. Sorry husband.

At the beginning, I couldn't sleep at night because my tummy felt so uncomfortable. I was awaken at night because of the uneasiness. I constantly went to the toilet. I have problem waking up in the morning. At times, I felt like quitting my job. Yes, over sangat. But that's how I felt. Tired all the time. 

The next phrase, I suffer nausea after eating. I vomited every morning and evening. I couldn't smell any cooked food. To one point, my throat bleed because of regular vomiting. I had to consult to the family doctor. I had severe morning sickness. I tried every thing to reduce morning sickness. Eating bananas, drink lots of water, my husband bought me morning sickness wristband, eat pickle and all. Nothing works. Sometimes, it helps a little. Morning sickness is unavoidable. You have to face it mothaaaa. Mungkin sebab tu orang tak tahan ambik ubat mabuk then miscarriage? Scary. It's about sacrifice. You want a kid, swallow it ladies. 

And lately, I'm having problem to walk. My hip was so painful and I walked like an old lady. Pelik sungguh sakit orang pregnant ni tau. Tak terjangka aku yang jenis cergas macam ni boleh jadi lembik. I took MC to get a rest because I couldn't walk at all. Can you imagine? 

Whatever the difficulties I face, I try to be strong for my husband and the baby. Pray for me. Doctor claimed I still have risk of miscarriage unless I'm more than 20 weeks because I had history. 

                                       
                                           I'm still not gaining much weight. Maybe after this. Teheee

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

I just moved to a new place

So, I guess I'll be back writing actively.

I just moved to a new place. New state. At the moment I'm staying with my grandmum on my mother's side. There's so much to thank to Allah. I got transferred early February this year.  

Rasa hidup lebih tenang. Kami dah tak duduk bandar. Nak pergi mana-mana tak ramai orang. Tak jam. Nak keluar petang-petang pun rasa tenang. Tak banyak kereta. Nak  makan pun tak ramai orang. Alhamdulillah, beban kerja pun tak banyak. So, sangat bersyukur. 

TENANG. 
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