Assalamualaikum.
Oh my God,
My neighbour is cooking and it smells so good that makes me hungry. Kangkung goreng belacan kot. Bestnyer. Ok, whatever.
Talking about cooking, during this fasting month, YES I'm cooking every day except for those days when I got tuition. Never imagine I'd be this devoted towards marriage. I should pat my own shoulder. I'd prefer cooking because the dishes sold at the bazaar are not good at all. Oily and not healthy. There is something wrong with the taste too. Feeling bad and frustrating, my husband and I decided we should cook every day except when we want to go out at a good place to break fast. My colleague at school always ask me
" Fareha, do you cook?"
And I replied YES, they were surprised. They thought I could not cook because I'm young. Usually newly wed doesn't cook because the girl is still adapting with married life. Unlike for me, I think I'm well adjusted with married life. I can cook. Not an expert tapi boleh la because I was raised up with the mind set girl should know how to cook.
It just that, I feel a bit tired after I got married. Not major though. It's like you have to do the house chores. Being a working wife. Extra classes. Tuition. All in one bring me headache. Luckily my husband is a great helper. He does half of it. Or in a better words, we do it together.
Last night we slept early. It was 9.30 right after terawih. Terawih pun kat rumah because we are too tired. I don't know how I became like this. I usually sleep at 12.00 onwards. Kalau pukul 11 tu, malam baru bermula. Baru nak buat kerja okey. Now, things are different. Work from school is not allowed at home. Boleh gitu. Ok, back to the story. We slept early. Later, this morning around 3 a.m my husband woke me up.
"Sayang, kapal terbang MAS terhempas lagi" . With sober voice and I was like "What?"
We turned on the TV.Too heartbreaking. I took some time to digest the news. It seems unbelievable you know. Before this, we only heard from other countries. But this time it happens to us and it's freaking real. We haven't completely done lamenting for the lost of #MH370, now we are sadden by the lost of 295 lives in #MH17. Too much to digest for me as Malaysian. Too many questions in my mind. May Allah protect us from bad thing. My thought and prayers to all passengers and cabin crews. Rest in peace.
Al-fatihah.
