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Australian accent. me likey!

 

BIG siri ke-X

last week, we as a whole batch went to Teluk Gorek, Mersing for our first and last BIG ever. it supposed to be more than once actually, but since our programme is different, we only gotta do it once. never mind, experience could be gained in any way :) it took 3 hours drive from JB. kinda far for bunch of us who never travel that far from the city.

barang punya la banyak sebab kena bawak semua benda from college. termasuk BA, pelampung, barang masak, 3 tong gas and whatnot. barang-barang sahaja dimasukkan dalam compartment dua bas. beg persendirian letak dalam bas. imagine sendiri how much stuff we brought for making the activities run as planned.

basically, we learnt basic survival skills like cooking in the jungle, swimming,  jungle tracking and making a tent. i love all these especially swimming. but, swimming under the sun was not fun. 5 hours in the sea was terrible. you can imagine how our skin burnt.hangus, kulit kusam tidak bermaya. plus not so clean Johor sea make it worse. i'm not being skeptical, but you know that Johor is very close to Singapore. the quality of the water is doubtful. my friends and i got severe skin ache. i have lot of reddish spot on my hands and my back is terribly itchy. but i don't mind. it's what we choose to experience. my hair's greasy. i don't like! feel irritated. hahahaha. so, i apply these on my hair. it works well. me likey and lovey it.

to get smooth hair, apply L'real Paris shampoo on your hair. then use conditioner and hair mask. my hair is so light and easy to manage. oh, the smell is so good. good therapy and you feel like kissing your own hair. what? hahaha.  after it dries, apply minyak Zaitun, make sure it's ROse Hip. it smells good too. your hair feel very soft dan sangat harum ye akak-akak. lastly, boleh apply Ivy leave-on hair moisturiser. rambut bertambah-tambah wangi. tiada lagi masah rambut kasar. rasa awesome sangat. i got nothing promoting this to you. just want to share something good. but seriously you should try L'oreal products. 

oh well, i should stop cutting my hair. wanna keep it very long. ;) 

thank you for reading!

imperfect me

i have certain stand in making decisions. i may appear arrogant, but believe me i'm not. i'm so immune with negative words. sorry that i can't satisfy everybody. i'm not smart.i'm not good.  i have to work hard for what i want. no matter what, i accept myself.

i've embraced my imperfections long time ago

time ni saya tembam ;)

arrgghh, i feel so hard to write what's in my mind right now.anyway, thanks for reading. i love you the same way you love reading my blog :)

it's a matter of time

i'm scared

i REALLY am

let's read Malaysian

salam and hi all, 

when i think deeply about myself, i'd say i'm kind of, only kind of a nerdy person. not that i spent most of my time studying, no. of course not. but i always like people who likes to study, people who loves reading and i'm impress with someone who is very determine to pursue his or her phD. i may admire very random cool person, but in the end i will always, always and always choose the one with brain. even as a teacher, i like those pupils who sit quietly doing their work. these pupils win my heart. all my heart.   

i loooooveeee reading, genetically descendants from my mother who is very passionate in reading. i prefer reading instead of  watching movies, watching TV and going online twenty four seven. when people asked me any TV dramas, telemovies and talkshows, i was like....eeeeerrrrr, i didn't watch the drama. 'really? you're lame!' . Adam & Hawa pun tak tengok? serious tak. i don't watch TV. when people asked me do you watch this movie/drama? i'd say no even i have been home for more than 2 weeks. really, i don't watch TV. and i definitely do not watch Mentor, Suara Emas, bintang kecil and whatever reality tv shows. 

as i could remember, Tun Mahathir once said, he was worried with the rampant development of reality tv shows. people are fighting to be a popular singer. this issue was worrying because we would built a generation whose neglect the importance of education. the vision 2020 could not be achieved if we do not produce human capital who are charismatic and intelligence.

Christchurch airport. beg tunggang langgang. penat dah. tak mampu nak ambil tahu.

the flight was delayed and everyone was their ipods. so, what else to do, put my earphones on and read. i was injured and tired after the sports and travelling for 13 days really made sick. and yes, i do listen to Wesflife songs. mak cik ngan adik aku gelak jahat bila tengok aku dengar lagu Westlife. whatever!

so, i'm here to ask you to read. if you read, read more. read benefits you a lot. do not talk when you don't read because you will appear foolish, assuming everything without evidence and knowledge. that's a poor thing. plus, people will respect your opinions even more. start small. reading blogs would be fine as long as you get to know new thing. by that, good luck.

will be back on blog after 4 days or more. i'm going camping, after 8 years. nervous! haha

zooommmmm

hello people,

i'm done with my practicum. a huge relief because i don't have to wake up very early in the morning as in very early until no one gets into the toilet that early. lol. i was sad i because i feel something in my heart. rasa sayang because i wont see them anymore after this. they are very cute. eh, don't get me wrong. i mean their attitude is just so adorable.of course i don't cry. em not a crying type. second lol!  even though they were naught and sometimes burst my anger, they acted very cute during my last. banyak betul dapat surat cinta dan confession yang rasa nak pengsan bila baca. 

i'm up for so many things. see, i told ya. end of practicum doesn't me freedom yet. i look at my schedule, i was like oh my gosh,gosh,gosh,gosh. 

today- Karnival Hari Terbuka Kolej Kediaman

15 October - Post Practical Oral Presentation

                   - 1500words reflection essay on practicum

16-19 Oct   - BIG ( Bina Insan Guru - Telok Gorek)

21-22 Oct   - KISSM (Kursus Induksi)

23 October  - KISSM Exam

24 October  - Preparation for Novice Teacher Course

                    - Drug Course

                    - Batch Farewell Party

26 October  - Raya Haji

30 October  - KSSR yr 3 Course

                    - KSSM individual and group assignments

31 October  - I Think Course

1-2 Nov       - Dental Course

                    - TESOL Farewell Party

these are back to back commitment. hahaha. it's ok. take it slow. most importantly, no procrastination.

he's such a sweatheart

i love this boy. love in the right way of course. ;) i know his story and his history. it's a lot for a young child to understand and digest. yet, he seems perfectly okay. despite all the things he went through, he turns out to be a very positive boy, bright, polite, subhanallah well-mannered boy. i still remembered the very first time i held his hand, he cried so badly. his body was shaken by his uncontrollable emotion (innocent touch here. he's in year 3). i just asked him what happened? he didn't tell me anything. just cried, so i let him to sit down. i hope one day, i meet him and i want him to be a good man.

i'll write more about practicum later.

Uterine fibroid

last two weeks, my mother was admitted to the hospital and she was diagnosed as having fibroid tumor. i'm afraid to say much as i don't know what exactly it is. from the research that i have done, it's probably also referred as uterine fibroid. i say 'probably' because i'm saying this without any medical knowledge. i didn't go back to my house since i was in the middle of my practicum. if i on leave, i have to replace it which means i need to arrange some other time to replace the day. that's not gonna work because i gotta do lot more things right after i finish my practicum at school. too bad people. too bad. 

my younger brother did go back. he went to the hospital, talk to my mum. basically he knew what was going on. he did some research on that. well, he's very enthusiastic. why not? he's doing his bachelor of science and he's a 'science people' unlike me. he kept me updating with what was going on. he posted me what he found. according to him, my mother is not at the serious stage.based on the CT scan, doctor said it was..... i couldn't remember the term he told me, but my mother was not at the dangerous stage. alhamdulillah! thank God. but, she needs follow up treatments. 

my mum always got severe stomach ache. she couldn't walk, sometimes. always tired. based on the article my brother asked me to read, the tumor will gradually getting smaller or shrink or die, which i'm not sure how when a woman starts to menopause. as a woman start to menopause, her uterus starts to 'shrink' (sorry if i use the wrong term). the tumors would also shrink. the fibroid tumor occurs because of the imbalance of the hormone in the body. 

i called my mum, asking her condition. she asked me whether my brother has done his research on this. i told her that i already read everything about it. there is no evidence shows how this problem occurs. but for fore sure, fibroid tumors always found in unmarried women, those who get married late and those who have problem to get pregnant. 

mum: Din dah kaji ke pasal sakit mak ni?

me: dah. Angah dah baca semua pasal penyakit ni. punca dan cane boleh berlaku.

mum: dia cakap pe?

me: penyakit ni banyak berlaku  kat perempuan yang tak kahwin atau lambat kahwin. 

mum: habis tu awak nak kahwin la ni?

me: ???????. when the right person has come. hahahaha

butttttt, this is not the only reason. read more here and here. 

ladies out there, please be alert. when you stomach feels 'different', you better check. well, things happen.

thank you for reading!

Breakfast

 my breakfast!  breakfast is a must for me.  a little would be enough . or else i'll turn out to be a lion or unemotional unstable menopause woman. it's nice to have chocolate drink in the morning. now i can continue my work. mark all the books.

tomorrow's my final observation. so nerbes la people. nerbes.nerbes. i hope they behave. i pray hard that i could do well and even better. pray for me people. thank you. chupsss. chupsss? what the ****? gurly stuff is so not Fareha.

school camping part 2

bersambung untuk aktiviti seterusnya. siang tadi dah siap pasang khemah, abseiling, flying-fox dan latihan kawad. yeay, akitiviti yang di tunggu-tunggu pun tiba. NIGHT WALK atau ada cetain kem call it malam burung hantu.  fasi-fasi minta cikgu jaga check point dalam hutan. so, i volunteered to wait at the first check point. aku dengan Izzati jaga kat situ. since Fazli injured, dia tak boleh jalan masuk lagi kedalam hutan, dia nak jaga check point satu juga sebab dekat satu check point kena ada 2 cikgu perempuan dan 1 lelaki dan seorang fasi. asalnya, kitaorang berempat. tapi fasi tu pergi ke check point lain sebab nak handle budak. so tinggal la kitaorang 3 orang.

 fyi, kitaorang ni cikgu paling muda kat sekolah ni. ketiga-tiga nya 23 tahun. me, izzati a.k.a teacher TEACHER FAREHA and TEACHER IZZATI and Fazli a.k.a UZTAZ FAZLI, ye, ustaz Fazli okey. we all kinda nakal sikit la. cikgu sepatutnya arah kan bebudak ni semua, pegang tali. bebudak ni jalan dalam gelap. tapi nasib baik mlm tu macam bulan cerah, so nampak la sikit-sikit. bebudak ni di lepas kan seorang demi seorang dalam hutan tu. tapi seriously la, memang jauh juga la kena jalan tu.  tetiba Fazli came out dengan idea-idea yang merepek. mula-mula kitaorang duduk je tepi tali tu, tapi fasi suruh menyorok sikit dlm semak supaya bebudak tu tak nampak. kitaorang apa lagi, terus beraksi nakal.

bila budak datang, kitaorang balik ranting. buat bunyi hantu. si Fazli buat bunyi macam biawak. dia concang pokok la. of course la, bebudak ni freak out gila. yelah, jalan sorang-sorang dalam hutan. tetiba bunyi pulak macam tu. sape tak takut. ada yang berzikir. ada yang azan. nak berzikir sambil menjerit pulak kan. ada yang baca al-Fatihah. tapi tahu je la kan. terabur bacaan nya. lebih nak lari je. sampai ada baca bacaan dalam solat. rasa nak kembang perut tergelak dalam semak tu. aish la, bebudak ni. next station, ada sorang ustaz dan uztazah jaga. station sana kerja nya mnenangkan students yang mnjerit-jerit. yang tak boleh bla, ustaz suruh solat terus sebab dah bacaan dalm solat.hahahha.

lepas tu datang pulak Daud. dia ni stok cikgu muda juga la. dah 4 orang kat situ. lagi rancak membuat helah. sampaikan ada murid perempuan tu menangis dah keluar suara lelaki aku dengar. serious dasyat. tapi kitaorang tak usik dia. panggil dia suruh jalan depan. masa ni lah ramai duk minta tolong..cikgu tolong. cikgu tolong.cikgu tolong. haaa, baru sekarang nak minta tolong dengan cikgu ae. hehehe. sorang-sorang lari pecut berteraburan.

lepas tu, ada sesi refleksi yang dikendalikan oleh kaunselor sekolah. aku rasa dia ni memang hebat psycho bebudak. dia tanya apa perasaan masa tu, bla bla. akhirnya, dia conclude kan, kebergantugan kita hanya lah pada ALLAH. dalam apa jua waktu, hanya ALLAH je boleh bantu kita. from my part, i dont mean to scared them at all. cuma nak diorang tahu the reality out there, sapa yang patut kita bergantung. it's good la certain pupils recite the zikir, azan and so on. diorang tahu how to reflect to certain situation. ni mengajar dorang untuk bekerjasama dan bertimbangrasa.    

aktiviti keesokan harinya.....jungle tracking!   di rendam dalm air berwarna hijau. eeuuwww.

lepas tu, kena bergolek. habis kotor baju bebudak bandar ni. tapi takpe, ni je la pengalaman diorang. bila lagi kan. ada yang tak nak buat, harus la kena paksa juga dengan ketua kem komandan.

luka. saya tak tahu sangat even basic first aid. sebab student nya perempuan,so, ketua kem komandan instructed me to apply bla, then bla.then bla. oh, i learned something new. i like. 

panjat dua bukit, turun 2 bukit dan berjalan di kawasan landai. it took 3 hours. rasa ketar lutut tua i yang dah lama tak exercise since practicum ni. sampai sekarang betis sakit yang amat. i think i'm injured. '(

masa jungle tracking tu, kitaorang berhenti few times. hentian pertama, students kena buat perlindungan if diorang in case sesat dlm hutan. kreatif juga diorang ni. stop seterusnya, kena buat segi tiga guna 8 kayu. overall, bagus untuk survival skill.

berhenti bergambar dekat empangan Johor

ni la empangan Johor yang disewa oleh Singapura yang dikawal ketat oleh askar. tak boleh stay lama kat sini. nanti askar tu datang sebab suspicious. 

almost to the end. ketua kem komandan suruh diorang buka kasut. check pacat ada ke tak. sebab masa pajat tu, ramai dah yang kena pacat. menjerit-jerit. lelaki pun sama naik menjerit. pengsan aku dibuatnta bebudak ni. overall, seronok la. students pun seronok sebab rancak je duk bercerita dengan kawan-kawan. they learned a lot. especially, belajr tidur dalm khemah yang panas, diorang ni selalunya tidur dalam aircon semua kan. ni memang survival skill yang tebaik untuk train diorang. nasib baik tak masak sendiri je. aku dulu camping masak sendiri. lagi thrill. tapi nampak gayanya, kalo suruh diorang masak, tak buat pape kot. habis masa duk masak dan mandi je gamaknya.

thanks for reading!

school camping part 1

jeng jeng jeng. seperti yang dijanjikan aku akan menceritakan pasal camping sekolah weekend yang lalu. ok, aku ni kadang-kadang cakap aku. kadang-kadang cakap saya. well, ikut mood. mood tengah excited sebab tengah rasa kelakar.

kitaorang bertolak ke Kem Dayang, Pontion Johor around pukul 8.30. sepatutnya aku dengan Izzati bertugas untuk night walk. but since we all hanya tahu jalan area JB, dan tak pernah pergi Pontion espeseli nak masuk ke kawasan Pekan Nanas, is not suggested la kan untuk pergi sendiri. karang, sesat sampai Ledang, terus kena sampuk kat Puteri Gunung Ladang puleks. nak ke kem ni pun terpaksa masuk kampung, denai-denai yang berliku ye tuan-tuan. 

ok, bebudak ni so excited nak berkhemah. yelah, budak bandar. mana pernah nak merasai keindahan kampung dan hutan ni kan. so, diorang mak aih, kecoh bangat. terpaksa ditenangkan tahu. aish.aish. sampai sana, diorang berkumpul dan fasi memperkenalkan diri. fasi-fasi adalah budak Sports Science UTM. so, diorang memang handal la pasal camping stuff ni. 

memasang khemah. aku tolong bebudak ni pasal khemah. they were surprised that me and Izzati could actually set on the tent. like hello, dia ingat teacher tak reti. teacher-teacher ni tough ok. bukan perempuan lembik. this it fact, budak lelaki lagi tak pandai pasang khemah berbanding perempuan. main pacak je dalam tanah. buat kerja nak senang je. 

 Abseiling! i was the first to try. actually i wasn't shaking. it wasn't scary at all. but i couldn't do well because my shirt stuck in between the rope or what ever we call it, exposing my tummy and my back. maluuuu gila!. dah la yang jaga kat  bawah dengan atas dan bawah tu budak lelaki UTM yang sebaya dengan aku. seriyes, xleh tahan malu. i was too conscious to cover up my tummy and my 'bare back'.kehkehkeh. tapi seriyesly guys, abseiling ni tak menakutkan pun, best dan enjoy je buat unless tetiba baju terselak bagai. aish. malu.malu. rasa tak nak tengok muka bebudak fasi ni. nasib baik aku ni jenis cool. cool ke? tiba!

Abseiling instructor. 5 years experience in this field. actually kan, bebudak sports science ni mostly athlets yang hebat-hebat. 

harness. sampai melecet tangan aku duk pasang dekat hampir 100 student. pengsan. sampai terbuka isi dengan kuku ibu jari ku. 

to be continued.....