Thursday, April 29, 2010

Majulah sukan untuk negara

Last week, i got badminton tournament. it was organised by the university badminton club. i was paired with Bryan. unfortunately we lost. Malu gile boleh!!!! i was so stressed out, but right after the games, nisa, nisya, kyra and saiful ajak g new market....menghabiskan duit...
seperti yang nisa cerita dalam blog dia pasal dia semayang dengan aku kat atas tar tu. sebenarnya masa sebelum game tu aku ingat nak sembahyang dulu tapi tetiba game aku waktu tu. So, lepas main baru aku sembahyang. memang agak susah nak cari tempat sembahyang. the only option we got; pray on the pavement. What to do, nasib hidup diperantauan. tetiba rasa sebak sebab first time aku sembahyang atas pavement. At least before this i pray on the grass. Melekat batu-batu kecik kat dahi. sembahyang atas rumput ni dah selalu sangat.pernah hari tu aku tengok kwan(bdk laki) aku sembahyang, mat salleh melalu-lintas siap depan diaorg. kalau la dia tahu diaorang tu tengah sembahyang n tak boleh sewenag-wenagnya lintas depan orang sembahyang, mesti even 1000 tahun pun dia sanggup tunggu daripada melintas kt depan kwn2 aku ( emo pulak seketika)
hey, I just bought a new racket. Don't ask the price, if not i'll cry then, and i'll like 'mati' if converted to RM. but it's a nice one, very light, i love it.


I bought this at REBEL

this morning, i played badminton with Izzati, Husna and Nirro. Oh my god, it was awesome. Kitaornag main sampai 10 games.Everybody was so excited and we were sweating like hell. this evening we played frisbee at domain, melompat sakan.frisbee plate tu beli dekat RABEL jugak.hari ni mood penulisan sangat menjurus kepada sukan because it is proven that sports helps in making our life happier and healthy. also, helps to release our tense.dah lama aku x bersukan secara serious sebab bila masuk maktab, segala peluang, as in everything has disappeared. maktab tak ambik serious pasal semua ni, aku rasa. takde peluang untuk apa-apa.

ni gambar masa aku form 5, kat stadium hang jebat ( kotnya, kalo x pn stadium hang tuah), melaka untuk kejohanan olahraga MRSM se-Malaysia.aku ambik acara 200m dan 4x100..( tu dulu, skrng pancit da nak lari laju sebab gaya hidup yang x sihat, tidor sejurus selepas makan)

tetiba balik HUIA, kyra ajak main piano. tapi ada orang main. kyra dengan selambanya suruh orang tu main lagu.okey, dia layan je.Surprisingly, she played titanic song, my heart will go on. I love the song, very much.She has a very nice voice too. We sang the song together, me, kyra, nisya, nisa, izzati amnd husna.



Wednesday, April 28, 2010

ROAD TRIP day 2

Aku kembali menulis......selepas keserabutan yang melampau. Release tension petang tadi main frisbee kat Domain dengan Izzati dan Husna.
Ok, kali ni sambung balik cerita pasal road trip sebab dah janji nak tulis pasal road trip tu juga walaupun dah lama.

11 April 2010-BERSUKA RIA MACAM BUDAK UNTUK SEHARI ( JE)

Malam sebelumnya kitaorang tidur kat tepi pantai dalam kereta. Agak selesa sebab aku tidur memanjang atas kerusi kat belakang. Memang sejuk ya ampun.Tapi demi untuk menjimatkan duit, jalan je la ape-ape pn.

Omanu beach...kami kesejukan sebab terbiasa dengan Auckland yang tak berapa sejuk

Perajalanan hari kedua diteruskan awal-awal pagi lagi sebab dalam perancangan hari ke-2 ni banyak aktiviti yang kitaorang nak buat. Pertama sekali dari Omanu kitaorang gerak ke Rotorua. Tempat yang sejuk. Tetiba semua orang terpegun sebab first time cakap keluar wap sebab sejuk sangat. Semua jakun boley!!!! termasuk aku jugak. Kitaorang pergi i-site sebab nak beli tiket untuk tempat-tempat yang kitaorang nak pergi tu.


Destinasi pertama untuk hari tu ialah sky ape mende ntah. Aku bukan nya ingat sangat nama tempat sebab aku rasa x penting tapi yang pasti kat bandar Rotorua tula. yang pasti naik gondola, luge ride dan sky swing. Aku naik gondola dengan luge je. Aku takde nyer nak naik menda-menda mengarut ni. Aku tak tahan. Hati tak kuat.

gondolaatas bukit sky swing ( mengarut seba x ingat nama)
bersiap sedia untuk luge.
selepas dah main segala benda tu kitaorang g Agro venture sebab mamat Adrian dan mamat Saiful nak main swoop, agrojet ntah ape benda la lagi diaorang main.

lepas dah penat main-main, kitaorang sambung perjalanan ke tempat ZORB a.k.a main dalam bola.Aku tak main of course sebab kan x pasal-pasal aku fenin.lepas dah penat main-main seharian suntuk, kitaorang g Crank backpacker...penat...tdo mati semua orang..

Saturday, April 24, 2010

My brother

Rasa terharu dapat internet semula..It's all of sudden.

Aku dah lama tak on9, since sehari selepas balik dari Rotorua. So, i missed the commenting part.
Dua hari lepas aku pinjam lappy Izzati, sebab macam dah lama sangat tak online. Tetiba rasa terharu sebab bila aku online je, terus abang aku masuk line. Kitaorang chatting. Abang aku tanya kenapa lama tak on9, sebab mesti tiap2 petang dia tunggu aku online. Tetiba rasa kesian sangat kat abang aku. Dah la dia bukan pun selalu dapat on9. tetiba ramai plk chatting ngn aku masa tu sebab aku dah lama x online...saje je...Abang aku cakap dia balik masuk kelas semula selepas hampir setahun berpractikal. So, sekarang dia dalam fasa belajar semula. GOOD LUCK to him..Mahu lihat dia berjaya dengan jayanya, menjadi Pembantu Juruterbang Tentera....Aminn..

he's on the right...

I always want him to be happy. He's the only elder brother I have. I want him to be a good person. He always advice me to do well in my study. Somehow, he felt regret for not doing well in the SPM. Now, he found that physic and math aren't that hard. Something funny about him, he's so worried that i might get married here...I know it sounds superb funny but it makes sense.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

RUGBY match


Ohh...I'm so eager to write right now because i just got the opportunity to write since my laptop got problem connecting to the internet. i got so many thing to tell but it's all 'basi' stuff. The spirit of writing has gradually disappeared. My previous post was about my road trip but i just wrote about day 1. No worries, i'll continue writing about the whole journey after i have settled with the connection. Now, i wanna write about something that i really excited of. Recently, i went to rugby match at Eden Park Stadium. the match was between BLUES and AUSSIE'S WESTERN FORCE.. And fore sure Blues won. I couldn't believe that i was there. before this, back in Malaysia, i google up for the rugby world cup, where it would be. It was at Eden Park.now, i have been there for rugby match. some of the player that played for Blues were All Black player. Some of my friends were crazy taking pictures with the player especially JOE..

tak sangka selama ni google pasal eden park, tapi akhirnya sampai jgk ke EDEN PARK



selepas abis match, balik naik tren y lgi slow n buruk dri KTM

sebenarnya banyak lgi nk tulis ni tapi blogspot cam buat hal...malas la tulis...lain kali sambung okey...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

ROAD TRIP day 1

Auckland - Hamilton - Matamata - Rotorua - Taupo - Waitomo - Auckland

10 april 1020 - PERJALANAN MENGENAL ERTI DIRI


Rasa sangat takjub dengan perjalanan 4 hari 3 malam mengelilingi hampir keseluruh North island of New Zealand except for North part of north island. Rasa sangat segar sekarang dan boleh bercerita sebab petang tadi dah qada' tidur. This post gonna be very long but i'll try to make it short. I got so many to tell ya because this trip was amazing. I forgot about what had been always disturbed my mind. Not even once, it comes into my my during the trip. Tahniah. Lepas ni, harapnya dapat belajar dengan semangat baru. INSYAALLA....
Hari pertama dimula kn dengan jayanya. Kitaorng sewa 2 estima y memuatkan 12 orang yang semuanya happening dan memeningkan.

ni keretamates kami bersama estima cendol y best...

Perjalanan kami dimulakan dengan berpandukan peta dan hasil usaha Aten yg mengoogle jalan dan motorway yang patut kitaorang lalui.Aten dah macam sasau mengoogle jalan. dan segalanya berjalan lancar. Tempat pertama yg kami singgah ialah Candy land kt Hamilton. Tetiba teringat RA kami sebab dia asal Hamilton. kehidupan kt sini memang real New Zealand identity. Farm life. Banyak sheep n lembu fernleaf.

Rasa geram masa ada kt Candy Land...Chocolate n candy superb punya murah...Rasa nk bli byk2 utuk adik aku...Haaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

perjalanan diteruskan ke Hamilton Gardens untuk Lunch. aku selaku orng yang bertanggungjawab untuk uruskan pasal makanan sepanjang trip ni dah menyediakan lunch y sgt sempoi. Sardin dan sayur masak kicap yang dimsak secara rewang dengan Izzati, Nisya dan Ema...
budak 2 orng ni makan paling banyak tapi xpe, 2 orng ni la y byk berjasa sepanjg trip ni
Destinasi seterusnya ialah Habbiton Farm experience. Masa nak sampai Habbiton, rasa sangat takjub dengan NZ. no wonder Lord of the Ring boleh buat pengambaran filem dekat NZ. Subhanallah, NZ ada padang yang lapang dan berbukit-bukit yang sejauh mata memandang. Rasa tak percaya ada part of the world yang macam tu. Jauh perjalnan indah permandang. Sometimes membuatkan kita lagi kagum dengan ciptaan Nya.


lepas g farm, kitaoarng singgah ke Mc Larren waterfall. just untuk tegok-tengok. Takkan nak mandi. aku yang masuk kan kaki dalam air tu pun dah xleh nak jalan sekejap bila keluar dari airsebab rasa macam tercucuk-cucuk dengan jarum. Kebas sebab terlalu sejuk..


Last destination was Otamo beach ( if i not mistaken), forgot the name. Places name's in NZ were very hard to pronounce.For example Tiritiri Matingi, Avondale, Papakura, Howick, Pongehare and so whatever. tongue twister. This is because of Maori name. Kami tidur di pantai itu malam itu dan bila bangun bagi esok sejuk macam nak beku. Adrian yang selalu nya tahan sejuk menggigil macam nak mati. Even aku pakai gloves pn tangan kebas sebab still x tahan sejuk. Lagi kita turun ke South, temperature lagi low. Rasa bersyukur dapat duk Auckland sebab Auckalnd tak sejuk sangat. Wondering macam mana la bdk2 Dinedin survive even sekarang tak winter lagi pn.
not sure the temperature here but below 10 c fore sure...

TO BE CONTINUED.....

Tuesday, April 13, 2010



FREAKING TIRED....
bUt I'm soooo EXCITED..
the TRIP was awesome


Thursday, April 8, 2010

Good vs bad news

I just back from Tiritiri Matanggi Island. The island was awesome and breathtaking. Though i'm freaking tired.It was a preserved island. I could see many species of birds and plants that were purposely planted. There was nothing there. No shop at all. It was an island of peace. We went there just to have fun. The bad part of the trip ( for me only), i got dizzy. Mabuk laut punya pasal. Even masa tengah menulis post ni rasa hanyut n rasa macam teroleng-oleng atas laut....Adui, tak tahan...



Auckland City from the sea


with ema at the point of the ferry



Guided walk


typical bush in NZ & Aussie

When I arrived at my room, I opened my facebook. I got a message from my mother asking me to call her. Then, I called her. I was surprised because my younger brother involved in an accident. No wonder, lately I always woke up at night and suddenly I remember my home. I felt the uneasiness in my feeling. Yup, my instinct was right. There was something wrong. Now my instinct is getting stronger. Maybe because I'm growing older. Usually girls instinct getting stronger as they are growing up. My mother told the whole thing. I was speechless. I wish to be there for them.

I can't do anything.I just can be able to pray that everything is gonna be okey.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

what a great pleasure


I'm having a good day today. I submitted the assignment just now. Totally free from the burdens that have killed my days. And I'm happy because I just ate Ayam masak kurma. So, refreshing... feel like sedikit panas dalam dada. That's nice because now is freaking cold.
Got nothing to do and I decided to go out with my friends this evening.Yup, to activate my credit card. Oh, I can't wait for tomorrow because we're going to Tiritiri Matangi Island. And next 2 days, we're going to 4 days trip.
Wait my post about that...


Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Cerita-cerita saya

YEAH!!!!!
My language teaching assignment is DONE.. I dont wanna think of it again. thinking to pass it to Nisya for proofreading. Linguist assignment is half done. I have analyzed the grammatical points of it. I just need to put them into the table. Okey, forget about the assignment...Oh it makes me SICK....
Rasanya banyak nak cerita tapi kebanyakan cerita dah agak-agak nak basi sebab perap lama sangat sebab assignment bertimbun banyaknya. Tapi post kali ni cerita gist je la sbb ni campuran cerita-cerita basi.
Kalau korang perasan dalam FB aku macam banyak gambar-gambar yang ala-ala menjadi model. Bukan MODEL okey tapi ALA-ALA MENJADI MODEL. Jangan salah anggap yang aku ni poyo or gila gambar. Ni sekadar membantu rakan untuk gilap skill fotografi diorang. Hawa dan Zati beginner dalam fotografi ni. So, aku orang yang terdekat dengan diaorang. Aku memamg ada terdegar suara-suara yang aku je duk asyik ada dalam kebanyakan gambar Zati. Walaupun aku baik dengan Zati aku tak pernah demand dekat Zati pun. Aku tak pernah pun suruh Zati ambik gambar aku, Izzati biasanya suruh aku bergaya macam-macam sebab nak buat variation sebab dia nak promosikan untuk dia punya business. So, dia suruh aku bergaya-gaya dalam picture2 tu. Macam gaya2 gedik pun ada. Tapi tu cuma tuntutan dalam gambar. the true FAREHA is not like that.
To be honest I dont like to be exposed. Sometimes, I will think hundred and thousand times before I write a post in blog or write status in my FB. I dont want people have negative perceptions about me. I dont want people think that i'm 'menunjuk-nunjuk'. the purpose i write this blog is to share my experience with my friends and brothers. I have no intention to be proud with where i am now and what i have now at all. My close friends know who i am well.
Mood penulisan hari ni bukan melepaskan geram atau marah, tapi dalam nada yang paling santai.Kalau baca tanpa dengar suara ni mesti boleh misinterpret nada seseorang. Tapi betul, bkan dalam nada marah langsung. I know to put my anger in the right place. I dont easily get angry when I think I dont have to. Chill people...enjoy pictures of mine and my friends taken by my dearest friend Izzati....professional photography going-to- be. Insyaallah
To my dearest ex-roomate Hawa, hope you will be as good as ur friend Syafik Azuan in photography. Hey, I know you have problem within this 2,3 week...be strong and if I not mistaken it's going better right?

melayan kerenah Ema dan Ton


Penguin yang active

the flower of the summer,unfortunately the warmness of summer has disappeared



Basketball match...I love it


picnic at Domain with seniors


coursemates a.k.a golongan yang sedikit a.k.a. golongan minority

Itu sahaja untuk kali ni. Sometimes, I fell that my faith has shaken. I try my hard to be strong.
Aku nak hidup dengan tenang dan tak nak ada secalit pun rasa yang tak enak terhadap oarang lain. Aku mahu hidup bahagia, sihat hati, mental dan rohani. be natural and always be honest to others and yourself.
For the heart of Muslim does not lie.



Sunday, April 4, 2010

tok,tok, tok....tok.tok.tok

Petang semalam aku tertidur petang setelah sekian lama tak tidur petang sebab kerja ya ampun banyak sangat. Masa aku tengah tidur, Izzati mesej ajak gi main-main kt Domian. Daripada aku duk terperok dalam bilik, baik aku keluar, ambik fresh air...Bila sampai sana main 7-up and baling selipar..Xde keje sangat la tu..Bila nak balik hujan, terpaksa lah tunggu dulu.Masa tengah menunggu, kitaorang cakap la waktu solat. Sekarang ni waktu solat bertukar secara drastic. Ni disebabkan oleh LIGHT SAVING. Aku pun tak paham la sangat pasal ni. Tapi yang pasti, aku jadi keliru pasal waktu. Kalau nak kira waktu yang tak bertukar, jam aku memang betul la. Tapi, bila tengok waktu kat laptop n phone bertukar ikut light saving tu. Ni disebabkan pertukaran musim antara Summer dan Autumn. Dan sekarang aku dah tak tahu nak ikut waktu yang mana satu. Masa aku mula sampai ari tu pun pernah sekali terjadinya light saving ni..Aku buat bodoh je, malas nak paham..Senang-senang, ikut je orang lain.



Malam tadi aku tidur awal.Hurm xde la awl sangat sebenarnya, tapi keje aku x siap lagi sebab aku bet dengan Zati, Ateen, dan Nisya nk siapkan first part of assignment. Tapi syahid dimedan perang. Masa aku tengah tidur, aku dengar pintu bilik aku kena ketuk.Sopan je..Ketukan nya teratur. Aku terfikir, sape la ketuk bilik aku.Dah la masa tu pukul 3 lebih.Bilik aku memang selalu je kena ketuk kt mamat-mat yang drunken. Tapi diaorang ketuk macam nk roboh pintu. Tapi kali ni lain. Aku dh terduduk atas katil. Nak buka pintu ke?Aku takut nak hadapi pulak apa yang ada kt depan pintu tu. Fikiran aku ni pelik sikit. Suka fikir benda bukan-bukan. So, aku biarkan. Panas rasa badan aku sebab berdebar. Lepas tu dah tak bunyi ketuk kat bilik aku. Tetiba aku dengar bunyi ketukan tu kat bilik orang lain. Ketukan nya sama, sopan dan teratur. Bunyi nya agak dekat dengan bilik aku.Aku dengan berani nya buka pintu, intai sape yang ketuk. Intai wing kiri xde orang tengah berdiri depan pintu, intai wing kanan, pun same, xde orang.Tapi bunyi ketukan still ade. Lagi lag bertambah rasa takut aku.
Tak lama selepas tu aku dengar suara sekumpulan lelaki, bising2, baru balik dri somewhere kot. Bunyi ketukan tu hilang sekejap. Lelaki2 tu macam lepak sambil cakap dekat dengan bilik aku sebab budak lelaki next door aku keluar sekali ngan diaorang. Bila diaorang semua dh siap sembang, balik bilik masing2, aku dengar balik bunyi ketukan tadi. Tapi makin jauh dari bilik aku. Aku terfikir, ape benda la duk ketuk bilik orang malam2 ni. Tak kan xde keje sangat orang nak ketuk bilik orang lain mlm-mlm buta. Apa kah itu?
Aku tak tidur sepanjang malam tadi sebab duk terfikir ape menda la 'dia' itu. Aku mula la fikir yang bukan-bukan. Tapi possibility untuk benda2 yang bukan2 tu ada sebab HUIA ni bekas hospital sakit mental...Ada orang pernah bunuh diri MUNGKIN?

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Lets get mad

I'm so stressed out with the assignments. It was tough and complicated. Sometimes, I'm not sure with what I did. Same thing goes to my friends. We have no idea about what we did. We were like pasrah je laa...Luckily, we submitted it today. With totally no feeling of it's gonna be ok. Just wait for the result.
The night before we submitted the assignment, I went to Rec to watch basketball match between HUIA and FLAT 14. Unfortunately, Huia lost. The worse thing was that we didn't satisfied with the match because the referee was bias. Being loser is something that everyone hates, but it became worse when we lost not because of our team wasn't good enough, but it was the matter of the referee not being fair. How could you win the game when the referee keep on pulling you down. Maybe he/she doesn't mean that, yet it affected our psychology....



the most unsatisfied people of all. He was fed up with the games.Just be patient